Lyrics Cannonball - Lij

Always callin' a rain check
It's my fault, i'ma slow motion trainwreck
Question whether I'm still useful
Faked out, you're never truthful

I-I- I'm on standby, if I'm called the bad guy
I'ma fight hard in the chat, like the last try, naw
Still mad, don't ask why
Guess I'll stay in my bag like the last fry, but

Naw, I'm not sad at all, I don't miss it
At least not on the surface
You do cannonballs, I'm still fishing
I can't reel it in, not worth it

I just had to fall, still wishing
That I'd had been your first pick
I still have withdrawals, I need fixing
And I've only got worse

Steady aim, vetting blame I can't place yet
This a game too insane for me to place bets
You playing me like Apex
It never really makes sense
Guess it's understood I'm nothing more than a paycheck

Feet first, can't break my fall
You broke me first, aggravated me all night
I can't rehearse this scene without you
You can't be worse, you're a fiend, I doubt you

Would even ask how I managed to run
Couldn't imagine me done, till I was packing it up
Now it's 3 AM, quit calling me up
I ain't tryna make friends, I ain't calling your bluff

And I sit in silence
Fucked up, and nervous and indecisive
Guess I made up my mind
I'll make up lost time you stole, that's fine
I'll make you pay for it in another life

Naw, I'm not sad at all, I don't miss it
At least not on the surface
You-you do cannonballs, I'm still fishing
I can't reel it in, not worth it

I just had to fall, still wishing
That I'd had been your first pick
I still have withdrawals, I need fixing
And I've only got worst

Head first
You leapt in, but I can't, 'cause it hurts too much
Of course I slept in, it's a curse to love
Fuck a step in, it ain't work for us
I think I've hurt enough

Naw, I'm not sad at all, I don't miss it
At least not on the surface
You do cannonballs, I'm still fishing
I can't reel it in, not worth it

I just had to fall, still wishing
That I'd had been your first pick
I still have withdrawals, need fixing
And I've only got worse

If you're sad at all, and still miss it
Just know that I feel worse, 'cause
You do cannonballs, I'm still fishing
I can't reel it in, not worth it