Lyrics Risk It - Lil_murky

Wake up
Same sadness on my mind
I can no longer pretend that I'm fine
I'm lost in my head I tried to find
An escape so now I'm looking for the signs
With my life I feel like I can't Fix it
For better days I have wished it
Hennessy and the whisky I mix it
I gamble with my life yeah I risk it

I can't go on (go on)
Acting like nothing is wrong (nothing is wrong)
So this is the only way (yeah yeah)
To make me feel okay
I numb the pain the only way I know (oh oh oh)
Mixing it up I know it's not the way to go
It's helping me cope with going through this alone
I can see the end it's me 6 feet below

Wake up same sadness on my mind
The demons come they know where I hide
I can't put my emotions aside
So I don't think I'll ever be fine

Wake up
Same sadness on my mind
I can no longer pretend that I'm fine
I'm lost in my head I tried to find
An escape so now I'm looking for the signs
With my life I feel like I can't Fix it
For better days I have wished it
Hennessy and the whisky I mix it
I gamble with my life yeah I risk it

I was on top of it (on top of it)
But now it's the opposite (oh oh)
I tried to find my way (oh oh)
But I ended up here again
There's no way I can find the right path (yeah yeah)
You ask me what's wrong and I don't know where to start
I saw the light but I still end up in the dark
Demons are mechanics the way there taking me apart

Wake up same sadness on my mind
The demons come they know where I hide
I can't put my emotions aside
So I don't think I'll ever be fine

Wake up
Same sadness on my mind
I can no longer pretend that I'm fine
I'm lost in my head I tried to find
An escape so now I'm looking for the signs
With my life I feel like I can't Fix it
For better days I have wished it
Hennessy and the whisky I mix it
I gamble with my life yeah I risk it