Lyrics Sign - Loving Caliber

Never thought it would be so hard
I grew up without a scar
Just living my life with no big worries
And I've always known what I want
Just didn't know what came along
Finding myself I'm much less happy
Back in the days I used to dream about one day
A life so amazing
Not everyone judging me
Don't wanna care about them
Though it hurts so bad I wanna stay wide open
'Cause if I shut down It just gives them right
I wanna stay wide open
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
I wanna stay wide open
Can't stand to hear more today
I'm gonna lock my door and stay
Inside, away, until I'm safe again
I have nothing more to put on
I'm defeated and withdrawn
Just trying to understand where it went wrong
I've always believed that
Nothing good in life is free
But it's overwhelming
How people can hate on me
Don't wanna care about them
Though it hurts so bad
I wanna stay wide open
'Cause if I shut down
It just gives them right
I wanna stay wide open
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
I wanna stay wide open
Where no one can break me
And no one can bring me down
I wanna be where I'm safe and sound
Don't wanna care about them
Though it hurts so bad
I wanna stay wide open
Don't wanna care about them
Though it hurts so bad
I wanna stay wide open
'Cause if I shut down
It just gives them right
I wanna stay wide open
Ooh Ooh
I wanna stay wide open