Lyrics don't wanna stay - Lucii

It's hard to brush my teeth in the morning
I don't really care anymore, life's boring
And I can't even text back my friends
I'm so fucking depressed, so who cares how that ends?

And I know that they say that they can save me
They're praying for me like I am holy
And I don't want to die
But it's hard to be alive (hard to be alive)

I don't really want to stay
I wish I wasn't this way
I would change if I could
Call me misunderstood
I really wish I could be anybody but me

I don't really want to stay
I wish I wasn't this way
Know that I would change if I could
Call me misunderstood

Sleeping all day to wake up at midnight
My 20s are in a graveyard passing me by

And I know that they say that they can save me
They're praying for me like I am holy
And I don't want to die (I don't want to die)
But it's hard to be alive (hard to be alive)

I don't really want to stay
I wish I wasn't this way
I would change if I could
Call me misunderstood
I really wish I could be anybody but me

I don't really want to stay
I wish I wasn't this way
Know that I would change if I could
Call me misunderstood

Why do people say "just be happy"?
Thinking that it could be that easy
If I could be, I would be
Don't think that I want to be here feeling like this
Like this

'Cause I want to feel alive
Trust me, I'm really scared to die
Know that I would change if I could
Call me misunderstood

I don't really want to stay
I wish I wasn't this way
I would change if I could
Call me misunderstood
I really wish I could be anybody but me

I don't really want to stay
I wish I wasn't this way
Know that I would change if I could
Call me misunderstood

(Call me misunderstood)
(Misunderstood)