Lyrics Thumbs - Lucy Dacus

You hung up the phone and I asked you what was wrong
Your dad has come to town, he′d like to meet
I said, "You don't have to see him"
But for whatever reason you can′t tell him no
So we meet him at a bar
You were holding my hand hard
He ordered rum and coke
I can't drink either anymore
He hadn't seen you since the fifth grade
Now you′re 19 and you′re five-eight
He said, "Honey, you sure look great
Do you get the checks I send on your birthday?"
I would kill him if you let me
I would kill him, quick and easy
Your nails are digging into my knee
I don't know how you keep smiling
I lovе your eyes and he has thеm
But you have his, ′cause he was first
I imagine my thumbs on the irises
Pressing in until they burst
I clear my throat and say we ought to get home
He offers us a ride, I reply "No, that's alright"
And when we leave, you feel him watching
So we walk a mile in the wrong direction
I would kill him if you let me
I would kill him, quick and easy
Your nails are digging into my knee
I don′t know how you keep smiling
I don't know how you keep smiling
I don′t know how you keep smiling
I wanna take your face between my hands and say
"You two are connected by a pure coincidence
Bound to him by blood, but, baby, it's all relative
You've been in his fist ever since you were a kid
But you don′t owe him shit even if he said you did
You don′t owe him shit even if he said you did"