Lyrics Martyrdom - Luke Wiley

I've been away again
I've lost so many friends, I'm struggling with faith again
They make it easy to let go and never make amends
Sometimes I wanna lose control and really take revenge
Sometimes I'm worried bout my health more
Than dreams I know I'd kill for
If I'm the dream, that's suicide
And that ain't what I'm built for
But I know I ain't new to pride
An answer they ask who am I
I needed that shit to survive
Invested in myself more
And I ain't got no shame to admit it
Some losses felt like a bullet
When you trust people with triggers
You don't expect em to pull it
I fell so deep into depression
I'd panic and a shed a tear
For all the people that's just like me that wanna live to their fullest
But stuck in cycle, clawing for answers inside a Bible
Then feel like they don't deserve to be heard and days are recycled, I
Heard so many times that they love me and we some ride or dies
And I ain't ever choose to die, so somebody tell me why

I fell off the world and no one noticed
Try to reach my phone, it's out of focus
I don't reach out, it's pitiful to get fake love
I know how to be alone
This is what I came from
Tell if you found a cure for sadness would you take one
Or would you keep on risking your life just to save one
Martyrdom

I give to my life to the things I love
You'd think if I gave a piece of my heart, I'd have peace enough
You try to see the future then you live backwards
Evil does shit to actors in Hollywood
So why you think your hometown miss those factors
No more questions on why my circle stay changing up
I don't see in black and white, and every colors dangerous
I'm Craig, these niggas angel dust
They push me to my limits, key in Khaled this a major plus
My subtle art, I gave no fucks
No score on what they take from us
I pray for love, they pay for lust
And post on instagram a different person
Than who they gave to us
So never mistake your lovin' as fake some people just to hate to love
You always can walk away, my nigga you face enough
I've been learning that life is waves and I'm surfing
Sometimes I'm broken and hurting
Sometimes i'm hoping and working
I tried to just force myself to be happy, it never helped
So right now, I just gotta keep it real with myself like

I fell off the world and no one noticed
Try to reach my phone, it's out of focus
I don't reach out, it's pitiful to get fake love
I know how to be alone
This is what I came from
Tell if you found a cure for sadness would you take one
Or would you keep on risking your life just to save one
Martyrdom
Da-da-da-dum
Da-da-da-dum
Martyrdom
Da-da-da-dum
Or would you keep on risking your live just to save one
I don't reach out, it's pitiful to get fake love
I know how to be alone
This is what I came from
Tell if you found a cure for sadness would you take one
Or would you keep on risking your life just to save one
Martyrdom