Lyrics Never Really Helps - LxneDxvah

I gotta learn to let go
I write you in my Deathnote
But that ain't really helping anything
You're dead to me, I remember anyway
I just put the percs in my pocket
Just incase I need a way out I know I got it
Thousand dollar jacket in my closet
But I never wear it cause' I do not really want it

Yeah, I got more bottles than an alcoholic
But I fill it up with love, if you want it got it
Gave you all my love but you never wanted me
So I added back my plug just incase he's offering
I'm going back to my old ways
I just need to find the way out, the doors open
New girl shining golden
She really got a way with her words, my heart is stolen

I ain't even gonna lie
Every time I wake up, I just really wanna die, but
But I cannot do that
But I can, but I can, where my tool at?
But I can, but I can if I want to
My life is in the palm of my hands, I know I got you
You're the only one there
The only one there, but I know you don't care
I know you don't care
Nobody's there
I'm down below, down below, down below

I gotta learn to let go
I write you in my Deathnote
But that ain't really helping anything
You're dead to me, I remember anyway
I just put the percs in my pocket
Just incase I need a way out I know I got it
Thousand dollar jacket in my closet
But I never wear it cause' I do not really want it

(Down below, down below)