Lyrics Real Sh!t Tho - Lyrik

Sometimes
You have to take your horrible experiences and use them for inspiration
Use it for inspiration to work towards gaining your greater experiences
Life is all about appreciation
You know that
Appreciate where you came from
Real shit tho

Uunnn
I'm just trying to tell my story from the realest view
Descriptions that y'all never heard
To me
It's nothing new
I've been holding back the pain for a long time
Too busy trying to keep it strong
How could my thoughts mind
I gotta chip on my chest
And it never left
I gotta get it out the mud
Appreciate what's left
I been through pain when it rain
When it rain
It's muddy
When I seen my people starve
Yeahh
That shit was ugly
It's nothing like it when your mama asking you for money
Now it's your obligation to turn nothing to something
I got this weight on my shoulders
But I ain't letting up
Instead of trying to hit the mall
I gotta make some calls
I gotta keep my head up
Back against the wall
But once I make it to the top
I'm trying to take it all
They don't know what it feels like to walk my pair of shoes
Them days of hunger
Pain and suffer
No options left to choose
I've been busting sweat and tears
It's exhausting
Yeahhh
I'm just trying to move my family to them palm trees
Yeahhh
I gotta grind by any means
It's no option
Yeahhh
You know just about what I'm talking
Yeahhh

We had our memories back with our house in Gage Park
Southside Chicago
Good and bad
You wouldn't believe it if I told you
Check it out

Wassup
I remember all them years up on Fairfield
Yeah
We grew up in them slums
Just know the struggle real
No pot to piss in
You gotta shit
You get it how you live
You ain't trying to live like that
So something gotta give
About them times with no heat
You gotta boil that water
Now you taking all them turns just to keep that order
We had to go through a disaster
It was all disorder
When there was no route for help
It all just felt like torture
Once upon a time
Family was close
We fell below
Everybody went their separate ways
Ain't let us know
Disappearing on us
That's just how the family was
It trained me differently
Now it's hard for me showing love
Limited resources
Gotta eat from all them food pantries
You gotta eat what's on that plate
Or that's your ass boy
You don't know when's your next meal
Make it last boy
Hard times come around when low on cash boy

You know
As I got a lil older
It was me
My brother
And my nephew
Young teenagers
We gonna let the beat ride one more time tho
2010 through 2015
Them was the days
But them gangs around us started fucking with us tho
And you know we all had friends growing up
Just different lifestyles

Let's get it
It really fucked me up getting jumped at 13
You ain't black unless you GD to a Latin King
They tried to kill me
Bash my head through the concrete
They left me bloody, unconcious, and shaking at the scene
Why you coming at me like that for
I don't gang bang
Bowww
Then they hit me with that game changer
Them life changers
Them brain thankers
Ever since that crazy day I had animosity
A bunch of devil thoughts
Can't help it
Please just get them off of me
But I still learned tho
I don't sweat them tho
I'm much older now
Ain't guilty by affiliation
Do the right thing
If you carry
Invest conceiliation
Get conceiled carry
Cause this a dangerous city
You better safe than sorry
Cause I can't die for pitty
Get conceiled carry
Cause this a dangerous city
You better safe than sorry
Cause I can't die for pitty

You wanna know about my life
My struggles
My pain
And the knowledge I've gained
Well here it is