Lyrics The Self Evaluation of Yxng Dxnzl - Niyola , M.I. Abaga

Hello Jude? Erm...
I'm just calling to check up on you
I hope you people are doing well?
Just want to say you should
Stay focused...
You know where you're coming from
So no dispatch no; no play play na
(giggles) we are praying for you
You're constantly on our mind and
We know that you know what is right
And you will keep doing what is right
All I want to do is drink, fuck
Smoke, chill, party all day still
I can be the worst nigga sometimes
I can be the worst
All I want... drink, fuck
Smoke, chill, party all day still (sigh)
I can be the worst nigga sometimes
I can be the worst
I got a secret, in some deep shit (hmm, okay)
Some shit that I discovered as of recent (hmm, okay)
Is there somebody could speak with? (anybody there?)
Somebody decent, I trust to keep it not to leak it
I've got some shit that I've been hiding (I've been hiding)
If my fanbase knew about it, it'll divide them (they wanna know)
Cause I'm the one the one that they put pride in
Its exciting when they side him
But they'd be different if they saw inside him
But here it goes
I've been battling a deep depression (woah)
I've been pretending I can handle all of this pressure (woah)
I've alone with all of my money
And all my possessions (okay)
But it don't make me feel no better no
(It's crazy) I know that I'm plenty blessed
I'm carrying emptiness
I use each moment of happiness
To cover my sentiments (wow)
My nigga saw me the other day inside an empty benz
(M my nigga you good?)
He like you good? I was like
All I want to do is drink, fuck
Smoke, chill, party all day still
I can be the worst nigga sometimes
I can be the worst
All I want to... drink, fuck
Smoke, chill, party all day still (sigh)
I can be the worst nigga sometimes
I can be the worst
Baby let's run away
Let's run away from here
Responsibilities is killing me
And I'm so unprepared
Everybody wants my help
They think I've got enough to share
I've been struggling for motivation
No one is aware, ahhn
Baby let's fly away
I'm try a find some peace and
Let's go with the beach and
Roll up a couple trees and
Let's turn off our phones
So that no body can reach us
Lately I've been acting strong
But I've been at my weakest
Don't wanna do no fucking interviews
Reporters be like "yeah we know you
But please kindly introduce yourself."
No my nigga, see I'm not tryna be rude
But I don't wanna be here talking talking to you
Cause I'm not in the mood
I want to fuck, drink
Smoke, chill, party all day still
I haven't been happy in such a while
And I'm looking for something that could make me smile
So let me bathe (baby just wait)
(baby just wait)
In the water (wait)
In the water (in the water)
(wait in the water)
I can be the worst nigga sometimes
(Bathe in the water)
I can be the worst
So let me bathe in the water
(wait in the water)
In the water, in the water
(wait in the water) in the water
(wait in the water) I can be the worst
(wait in the water) I can be the worst
(repeats)