Lyrics S41l - MACH3TEJ

This the part where the clouds get darkened
Dim the whole sky no stars no sparkling
No sudden movement the waves keep barking
Hope you ain't afraid
Of the deep Pitch darkness
Makin sure I keep a float
Always keep the sail a go
Riding through the stormy waves
Never seen the afterglow
Reachin heights in many ways
Higher then I see my goals
Soon to be tsunami
All my feelings being overthrown
Memory is hazy My mind is feelin broken
Scrambling to find a way to keep da gears in motion
Hard to pave a way when surrounded by the ocean
See no sign of land if I do my vision trolling
I cant trust myself
Cant trust nobody else
I lost my devotion
Cross da list ok what else?
Stuck into this journey
No ones ever felt
Bringing so much hell to try nd keep this ship sailed like

Where tf I'm gonna go from here from here
All you ever do is be sincere sincere
Cause ain't nobody gonna help you pave a way They always be in fear
Keep the almighty upabove dont take the wheel and steer
Or you'll be asking
Where tf I'm gonna go from here from here

Lookin for the worth
Bringing less along
Putting in the work
Still wont be for long
He procrastinator
Waiting till some shit pop off
Hoping for a miracle
But still become a lost cause
Killah no mentality
Double back in fatal
Comin right back at me
Boomerang da angle
Ricashayin blades
Thrown deep into my back
I Cant feel da pain
Easy where to get stabbed at
Im Used to it I became immune
All my actions neva timed right too soon
Not accepted by the culture I'm a lone coon
I dont belong 25 is comin so soon
I wrote sorry full of sarcasm old news
Just to double back and repeat what I go through
The ship is losin all control now
Feed the waves what it wants a manipulated crowd

Where tf I'm gonna go from here from here
All you ever do is be sincere sincere
Cause ain't nobody gonna help you pave a way They always be in fear
Keep the almighty upabove dont take the wheel and steer
Or you'll be asking
Where tf I'm gonna go from here from here

Physical contact hit the water
Made a splash as I'm sinking for the bottom
My ears fully muffled to the sound
Me submerged till my body hits the ground
I Cant really tell if theres a ground
It runs deep like it'll never be found
Me Descending
Me descending
Sinking
As da light fades to black
I wont stop descending
Temp is gettin colder
This shit is never ending
Vision goin blind
Nobody attending
Fallin straight align
No one for depending
Do not reach out
Let it drag you down
Keep your eyes closed
Listen to da sound
Drag him down
Like an anchor
Drag him down
Somethings gotta give
Searching for da end
I Think that I am here
Neva made ammend
Do I swim back up
Or do I fall in peace
Always shootin hella blanks
Hella shots been received
He dont know what else to say
He be lost of many words
Speechless in many ways
Always Taking hella turns
Neva focused on the road
I be Always causin swerves
Do I keep da sail up or do I let dat shit burn