Lyrics Oxygen (feat. Grayson) - MB Hollow

I've had a stigma around my name
Ever since bout last Christmas
All I wished for, a better me,
Hoped you gift it
Till I realized
The only person who could gift to me is me
So I set out to go get it,
And go fix it
My personality, just wanted something more timid
To keep cautious on my limits
I'm off it, I'm often lost
I just hope I can find the melody,
The song to sing for you,
When I come home, a better me
That's all I ever wanted to be

That's all I ever wanted to be
While I wonder the streets
Of my mind, keep cautious
Of the things that I speak
Haunted by grief
Times I revealed to be weak
While I sink to my teeth
And hope the pressure release
Testaments contested it
My soul revenant to me
I'm trying to stay afloat
I hope I don't drown beneath
The rocks and earth surrounding me
The world just keeps on downing me
Thinking back on those I lost
And wonder if they'd be proud of me

Yeah
I'm trying my best wit the penmen ship,
But it's just looking down for me
Holding my own, need-a reach a ship
Cause all this waters drowning me
Oh I'm trying to fix all the shit I did,
My oxygen is bubbling
Your memories is the only thing,
That seems to keep me company

I got these vivid memories from my past life
Long ago before I met my wife, man
How we made the most beautiful kid
But if you asked me back then
I would say I don't deserve none of this shit
But let's begin
Always faded off the herb and drank
Going through all the trials
And tribulations of a growin kid
Try to become a man
But every time that I stand
Waves push me back
Fuck I'm on that shit again Like

Yeah
I'm trying my best wit the penmen ship,
But it's just looking down for me
Holding my own, need-a reach a ship
Cause all this waters drowning me
Oh I'm trying to fix all the shit I did,
My oxygen is bubbling
Your memories is the only thing,
That seems to keep me company

Goddamn will I ever understand
Will I ever craft a plan
To get of this jam
Or will I lay here in the sands of time
As it passes me by
Nah my Destinys got a bigger scale
I'm part of Grander tale
As I take a hit of gravity
I self realize all things I've done in my life
And tell myself
"Hey man it's gonna be alright"
And Even though I don't believe it
Take the comfort tonight a

Oh oh oh

Wishing for some best wishes
Expecting them the next minute
Just a larger deep dive
In the way that I've been living

Sorry if I did you wrong,
I'm not in right for that
Living in my mind and I've been
Walking up a different path
Having conversations with myself
A different stasis
Sitting up I'm holding back
But it seems I just
Can't relax
Just want them to listen to me
A chance before I leave eventually
I just don't want my legacy to end up in a cemetery
What do you expect from me
I know you want the best for me
I just wanna keep it easy
Before the water gets ahead of me
I know we haven't been the best
But I intend on skipping that
I've made some dumb mistakes
And now I have to live wit that
So tired of the arguments
And arguing bout this and that
Already turned it there is no looking back