Lyrics Sinner - Maka , Boogey

Who are you when nobody's watching?
Who are you when the doors are shut?
Who are you when nobody's looking?
Are you pretending to be who you're not?
This thing called life, its not black and white
I am just a human trying to do what's right
I know I've got my demons struggling with me
I go down on my knees and I pray
Father, I have sinned
Forgive me Father
Mama say, mama say when she look at me
I no be iroko tree but na long distance I dey see
Where you dey go my pikin, I no see road
But if you don't listen, I guess you're on your own
This thing called life, it's not black and white
I am just in darkness and I dey look for light
I know I've got my demons struggling with me
I go down on my knees and I say
Father, I have sinned
Forgive me Father
Forgive me Father
Yeah, yeah, yeah
It's been 5 years, it's been 5 years.
since I confessed and you have no idea.
.how my life's messed up and I been crying.
.but now I have freshened up and all those dry tears.
.forever go unnoticed
Really went and made a deal with the devil, no one knows it
You telling me that I'll make it to heaven though i'm hopeless
Try to hide it from God but I bet he watch
He just turn a blind eye like Fetty Wap
Demons stake a claim... and I take the blame
Father will you help me break the chains... and escape the shame.
.when my body covered in patches of all the dirt I did
Home is where the heart is and it's getting darker where I live
Now I rap... until I get the power back and shine
Thought I face my inner fears but I just cower half the time
Got me thinking that i'm slipping off this tower as I climb
Elevated through the clouds, it was crowded after nine
Anything to save me on these rosary beads?
I'm sick of the hell I live in, it's my only disease
My soul is heavy, would you hold it for me
.and when I come across an obstacle I wanna pose as Moses with ease
Skeletons in my closet.
.telling em everything is creepier than
meets the eye and i'm selling em all this gossip
Like when I try to show chicks I'm delicate with the bra clip.
.like baby we can hook up when I unhook it,
I'm no hooker but I'll tap anything as juices
flowing and the trunk of an elephant is my faucet
Of course it's... obvious i'm hard as rhinos horns
You and me behind closed doors... my mind goes porn
I can't resist. Addiction be feeling like cannabis.
.So father bless the boy with the inner peace and the bliss
I might be sick, I hope the virus doesn't unfold yet
Take away my cup and hit me with that Control S
This thing called life, it's not black and white
I am just a human trying to do what's right
I know I've got my demons struggling with me
I go down on my knees and I pray
Father, I have sinned
Forgive me Father
Forgive me Father
Yeah, yeah, yeah
The soul is willing but the flesh is weak