Lyrics Trials & Tribulations - Malcolm Nash

I've been low before
It ain't no joke

Wish I would've grabbed a Pepsi
Instead doing that coke

All these women hype me up
But they love is all for show

Contemplating in my head
On with which route to go

I know
I will never sell my soul to blow

Out here looking like a fool
Just to get some dough

Man I have to speak my truth
Cause the world is cold

I might Embroid it on my chest
Shoutout Susan & Toad

Truth be told

I don't know the truth
No more

People looking at me
Like I got a suit that glows

Going out my way
To try & karma sutra hoes

Dealing with some double agents
Don't know who my bros

Or who impose

Man I'm only 24
Got room for growth

Man I'm 24
Ain't been in jail
I stay on my toes

Man I'm 24
& staying blessed
That's all that I know

I'm the one & only
Like you reading
Binary codes

Make me want to pop a smoke
& disappear huh

Stay away
You made it clear
We in the rear huh

I don't need no bad vibes
Over here
Nah

I don't want no bad vibes
Over here
Nah

Man I thought it was love
& then it hit me

If it was a snake
Then probably would've bit me

Acting like a clown
Like I'm casting for a IT scene

All this weighing on my brain
Felt like I was mental benching

Didn't really pay attention
To the way I was moving

Always saying that I love you
But my actions ain't prove it

I was living in a fantasy
It was all an illusion

Packed your bags & you just left
Was the final conclusion

Sad it had to be that way
Just to see some improvement

Had to look into that mirror
Ask myself
What you doing

At the lowest I had been
Getting drunk & just screwing

& all my bolts were coming loose
Struggling not to lose it

I had to cool it
Thanking god I had my friends
& some weed

This was way before
I had the confidence
That's in me

This was way before
I had the mindset
To be free

This was way before
I had the tools
I need to succeed

For real

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah

Now we alright
Now we alright