Lyrics Isolation (feat. Young Seda, Keni & Gory) - Gory , Young Seda , Matt Vanzetti , Keni

Yeah
Yeah
Ugh

Lately I been scared to commit
To anything in particular I hate how it gets
One moment I want love
The other I want lust I know
I keep it silent But can't ever pretend I ain't perfect
But no one is so how am I worthless
Telling you now just in case we don't speak in person
My mind goes in a circle dawg whenever I think
Starting to realize that's probably why my father still drink
Because it's easier to numb the pain when you don't feel nothing
I'm getting older yo it's crazy time is still running
And every time I grow up it goes faster
This book of life got me questioning my chapters
Everything from the start cause from the beginning man
I been giving my heart to see my cousin in a bed half dead
In the hospital machines breathing for him only tore me apart
I hope he hears my voice and pray he gets back up
Even though I got questions about God it sucks
But tell me what to believe if heaven is just a dream
Who do we really run to when our time is up
God I'm hoping you're real

I've been tryna fight my demons baby
(And I'm hoping you heal)
Oh I'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying
I've been trynna fight my demons baby
Mmm

I've been suffering for too long
Lord help me
Lord help me
Stuck in Isolation
Lord help me
Lord help me

Me and solitude a volatile combination
I Just sit and ponder all this self hatred
Keeping closed off staying medicated
Can never open up abdominal dominated
By jarring and grating ball of this stress
From all this self loathing all of my pent
Anger and rage towards my decisions
Torn with commitment
Self scorn my ambitions
Mental illness enforcing pessimism
Every day moving quicker than the last
Only difference is new issues at task
Stare in the mirror and reflect back
Looking at back at the pain been inflicted on my past
But I'm doing the same to myself as I crash
Just racking my brain maybe dad was correct
Won't amount to anything so I smoke till I'm slept
And I hope for the best
As I cope with the stress
That I hold in my chest
And I fold under that
I implode from the wrecks
That I'm told are just tests
Jehovah's blessed me but don't believe that
So

I've been tryna fight my demons baby
(What's it all mean)
Oh I'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying
(All these harsh things)
I've been trynna fight my demons baby
Mmm

I've been (I've been) suffering (Suffering) for too long
Lord help me
Lord help me (Lord)
Stuck in Isolation (Isolation)
Lord help me
Lord help me (Me)