Lyrics Bla(Me) - MeatSpady

I look at you and ask myself, how did I end up in this situation?
You everything I ever wanted now look what I'm facing
I don't see you like I want to and you barely even come with me
And though you look just like your mom I thought you'd be a younger me
Ironic how I prayed all my sons be nothing like me
But you everything like me
I just feel like you don't like me
Easy for me to say it's in your DNA
Instead I blamed it on your mother and that PFA
Although that ain't the only thing that took your dad away
It's other things that I don't speak on til this very day
See mentally I was gone before you got here
So when you tell me you don't wanna come
I never argue that it's not fair
It hurts me when you utter them words I rather not hear
But never can I work up the courage to ever not care
Just know as you get older with the days that you changed me
And it's a lot of people we can blame but I blame me

I wonder do it make you mad when you think about it?
Or do it make you sad when you think about it?
I know me my mind it gets over crowded
Say it's nobody fault but I really doubt it
I wanna take it away
Wish I could take it away eyay eyay eyay eyaay
Just wanna take it away

I look at you and ask myself, how did I end up in this situation?
You everything I ever wanted now look what I'm facing
Since I lost you it's been hard to find a good replacement
Or maybe it's me and I just don't want a good replacement
When I met you it was fuck these bitches
By the time that I got with you it was fuck these bitches
Apologies because I know you hate that b word
But I only used it just to make sure that I be heard
For you I used the reverb
Blame it on my disorder
The reason why you ain't Mrs Spady bearing my daughter
The reason why I feel your new nigga ain't worth a quarter
Reason I give the deepest apologies to Yacova
I wish we can start it over
But your inner child is scared of the person that I've become
Maybe she's holding onto who she knew we begun
Just know as we get older with the days you rearranged me
It's not a lot of people we can blame so I blame me

I wonder do it make you mad when you think about it?
Or do it make you sad when you think about it?
I know me my mind it gets over crowded
Say it's nobody fault but I really doubt it
I wanna take it away
Wish I could take it away eyay eyay eyay eyaay
Just wanna take it away