Lyrics Clown - Meidai

Im in a dark place let me put this mask on and save face
In a room full of people how is it im alone wait
Searching for my happiness gave up its a long wait
Never met a soul that I truly get along with
Maybe im the problem the reason that im alone hey
Maybe im the bad guy blame me if you want kay
Im really not that evil heart beats in the right place
May skip a little I keep play dont rewind tape
I keep quiet my pen drops annihilate
I used metaphors instead of speaking my mind break
Im at the break only fall when I asleep
Eyes open moving on auto pilot theres no escape
I quit the drinking i feel it creeping a mile away
Put the bottle down to pick up everything I erased
Never trust a soul with anything they can stab you with
Saving all your misery write it up in a manuscript
Clown
Pack up your tears they aint welcome here
Any signs of weakness a cause you trouble here
Clown
Nobody cares why you living here
It a make alot of sense just to disappear
Clown
Pack up your tears they aint welcome here
Any signs of weakness a cause you trouble here
Clown
Nobody cares why you living here
It a make alot of sense just to disappear
Clown
Im a silly guy never serious head in the clouds guy
World steady moving I dug a hole where im bound to lie
Cross my heart pray a million times that I never die
Strike me down if Michael tells a lie inside his petty rhymes
Aint choose the music its the way that I feel inside
Put on a smile laughing through life but im sad inside
Drinking again its how I live a balanced life
Functioning alcoholic my life is an eternal ride
Cut the breaks ill stop when my heart stops
Let my headstone read Michaels here but his souls not
Hot as a kettle like bubbling on a stove top
Any minuet all of my troubles blowing up all spots
What you expect I hold it in as a role of man
Giving up a damn like wishing I was a kid again
Who really matters the world ends it starts again
Were only loved on what services we provide to them clown
Pack up your tears they aint welcome here
Any signs of weakness a cause you trouble here
Clown
Nobody cares why you living here
It a make alot of sense just to disappear
Clown
Pack up your tears they aint welcome here
Any signs of weakness a cause you trouble here
Clown
Nobody cares why you living here
It a make alot of sense just to disappear
Clown