Lyrics Fading - Meigs

Feels like our whole relationship's fading
And I'm getting pretty tired of patiently waiting
I've tried to do my part to get you to open up
But it seems like the more that I try, the more we get broken up
And I'm so fed up
Like how you expect me to share my thoughts
When when we talk, I'm met with a one-word response
There's so much distance, even when we're in the same house
I thought that our bond could turn this place into a safe house
But now you have your people, and they're perfect for you
I'm glad you have a community that you know that supports you
I thought I could be that for you, it's not a blunder
I just wanted to be real brothers and so I wonder

What do I do
What am I supposed to do to try and get close to you
When it doesn't seem like you care at all
What do I say
What can I say to you to help me convey to you
To me you mean the world
To me, to me you mean the world

I want to tell you this, face-to-face
But I can't and I'm hiding behind a mask
I want to tell you this when we're in the same place
But I can't muster it up and now I'm hiding behind a track
I want more than this, not talking a relationship
Just a close friendship that doesn't feel like we're acquaintances
Someone that I can trust, someone I can count to pick me up
Someone I can count on to be a bud, Some one that can listen when my day's a bust
Whoa-oh, and it sucks 'cause I can't tell you
And you, you, you don't know
Oh no, oh no, you don't know

What do I do
What am I supposed to do to try and get close to you
When it doesn't seem like you care at all
What do I say
What can I say to you to help me convey to you
To me you mean the world
To me, to me you mean the world

And I wanna say goodbyes
But I got to play it off like it's cool
And I really hate the lie
The only thing connecting us is our youth
But I'm too afraid to reach out, afraid to geek out
Whenever we're hittin' the rhythm and it's a key down
Afraid to speak out, afraid to be proud
'Cause everything I do trying, you do in your sleep now
Afraid to see how you clearly don't want anything to do with me
Afraid to ni hao because I, deep down, know I'll be wasting energy
But I still wonder, yeah, yeah I still wonder

What do I do
What am I supposed to do to try and get close to you
When it doesn't seem like you care at all
What do I say
What can I say to you to help me convey to you
To me you mean the world
To me, to me you mean the world
To me you mean the world
To me, to me you mean the world