Lyrics Song Die - Melodic

Was a youngin but I knew what I knew Was true
It was you, 5"2... thicker than a mango fruit
Never gave her a hung without gripping it in my palms
Puerto Rican in her blood she love that Southern charm
No words was spoken but the vibe just made it official
It was that month where you get roses or get handed some tissue
Told her straight up what u want, there's nothing u can't have
Couple things she wrote on a list she gave me after class
Box of chocolate, a bear, a rose, yea that simple stuff
I went yard to yard cutting grass just to earn them bucks
She had a couple pet names but never called me bluff
Walked up on her that Monday like ma here go yo stuff
Like dis make u my girl, you know u mines right
Gotta her smiling like she kool aid with them pearly whites
Then she replied really didn't think you was gon do it
Not really trying to be with u, I'm really just cooling
Years later now I'm a father with a middle ring
My sequel half black, with some other ting
Lets make this short, was only using what wisdom I had
But may the bridges that you burn only brightens your path
So take the truth that I gave, use it to ur future life
Yea I signed those papers but u was never my wife
Paid them bills even when my pay had to took a tilt
Then u called the cops to my job when I start my shift
The next morning got a call they want my resignation
Shit I can't face it
First degree of murder, contemplated
Those inner thoughts I let loose, I gotta tame it
Cuz I knew one day I was gonna be rich and famous
But let them tell it, I'm the story of a ignoramus
Truth is there's a lot I really can't remember
But waking up to no food or gifts that's a cold December
(Gotti)
The way you walked and talked i took everything sexually
Killer was her curves, made it hurt intentionally
Blessing in a package, knew that it was sent for me
The way you hold my heart in your hands, that's was carefully
With her I found a jewel, with me she found something decent
Really the worst out of the bunch I'm really fighting Demons
Addicted to how they look at you when they catch that semen
But still catching blesses on a Sunday Willy Beamin
But I'm still praying for us and hoping you forgive my past
Never gave you peace of mind but I gave my last
But the last thing on her mind is how I made my cash
She just wanna marry somebody better then her dad
I knew along it wasn't me but I had to try
You the best I ever had, nah that ain't no lie
Singing tunes from our favorites whenever we catch a high
Now Along with these feelings i let this song die...