Lyrics Beautiful Thoughts - Melodic

Traumatic stress got me locked up in a cell block
Car rides with unc when he serving with that ready rock
Make a sell, dap it up, then them speakers knock
Money switching from host to host like the chicken pox
Fast money, tan bitches boy that's all we knew
Southern blood runs deeper then a loyal crew
Gumbalaya dinners, splash of vodka in the stew
Lessons and blessings you gotta know the difference of the two
Adolescents came with blood shed from a couple peers
Grass stains from a fresh cut from John Deere
Baseball as a yougin the dads cracked a beer
My homie Dre held the first now he holding a couple years
So let's fast forward when Orlando had Dwight
Only half a frank in the bank if my math right
Grinding just to scratch the surface I pulled a double every night
Dodged a couple a shots but a soy bean almost took my life
Well it kinda did fell dead for about a-minute
My heartbeat in my limbs i couldn't feel it
Didn't know if it was the ending or the beginning
Resuscitation with no medication hallelujah I'm winning
Redemption in the blood I'm what the pastor them be preaching bout
Every time I sense the present I just gotta shout him out
But still ready for the rumble when I get the cotton mouth
Never had to steal for a meal what can u teach about
Not a got damn thing to me
Nothing but bills and pain came so easily
Even my own damn blood didn't believe in me
Now I make em eat they words like a feast, just wait and see
Cup of oil and a Dutch watch me decompress
Thinking about the stress that came with the amount the check
I know both sides of that dollar, call it double bless
Never initiated but love let me walk on the set
Damn...
At this point I already killed this song
I know what thinking damn tony u should have been on
I know
But different ways I had to take
Couple rules I had to break
My mama bills I had to pay
Couple bitches I had to shake
Couple plays I had to make
My uncle held me up after bother and prophesied I'll be great
System can take my name and identity but never not the faith
Lived thru a couple forever moments that got erased...