Lyrics hopeless romantic - Merc!

I sit there from the corner
Watching other lives shine in front of mine
It makes me feel lonely, though I say it's not gonna be
Why does the world show me couples
When I have these thoughts of love?

When I think about the past
I know those things didn't last
I say I'm a good person
But I allow myself to be fooled
Constant affirmations land on the page
Of scrolling in my brain, to find a new way

I regret my heart, take me back to the start
Easy, they say time will find it's way
But you know that I'm not the same as you
Especially with the type of person I am

They wouldn't bother to ask me
No one here appeals to me
Anymore, I just feel like they'll all lie
This generation's impossible to love
It's like there is almost no meaning no more

You don't know the life I have behind my fears
But you know that I have been waiting for years
But if I never say my words at all

You know what happens when I fall in love
It's never gonna be enough
Not enough for you, you

Maybe it's just the way that it's meant to be
I'll just have to wait and see
For me, me
It's the hopeless romantic, that's me