Lyrics Dreaming - Michael Nuguid

Am I growin' up with age or am I growin' up (ay)
The fact is I may know some but won't know enough
Writing all these songs keep a balance
I just pray I have a fan base that
Theirs are not quite as dope as us (ay, ay)

Am I growin' up with age or am I growin' up (ay)
The fact is I may know some but won't know enough
Writing all these songs keep a balance
I just pray I have a fan base that
Theirs are not quite as dope as us (quite as dope as us) (ay, ay)

Music is my therapy these are all my sessions
Ideas come and go, it's truly an obsession
Ideas come and show, I just gotta flesh it out
If I truly need somethin' I'll run it to get it now
Close my own eyes and feel the waves (feel the waves)
Drivin' down the road I, feel the 808s (feel the 808s)
Grinding all my goals like, today's the day
To get at least one done so my future's made (whoo!)

What I'm doing everyday
Determines if I fall back or addin' to my growth
Climbin' up the mountain while I listen to the G.O.A.T's
Inspired by the simple little things that you won't even know (no no)
Find the source to why I feel the way that I feel
The support that I get feels so unreal
Like, what did I do to deserve this do I, deserve it? (ay)
I just can't tell

'Cause I know I'm not perfect, but I sometimes think about the bad
Sometimes think about the traits that I lack
I know I need better control of my mind and understand
It's much more powerful than a Cadillac
I'm bein' raw and honest, when I'm down I try to find the ways to heal
Whether that's music, or gettin' lost into comics
When I fly off the handle gotta keep myself in check
Words mean nothin' if I don't progress to be my best

Am I growin' up with age or am I growin' up
The fact is I may know some but won't know enough
Writing all these songs keep a balance
I just pray I have a fan base that
Theirs are not quite as dope as us (ay, ay)

Am I growin' up with age or am I growin' up (ay)
The fact is I may know some but won't know enough
Writing all these songs keep a balance
I just pray I have a fan base that
Theirs are not quite as dope as us (quite as dope as us) (ay, ay)

Gotta know the difference between my wants and my needs
Gotta know the difference between
Who I wanna become and who I wanna be
Strap it so tight when I carry my heart on my sleeve
Like I'm Cap from Endgame, ay
Lotta thunder comin' from my pen game, ay
Blastin' on the tracks when I snap on this page
Heart pen and the ideas the big three to hand out these flames, ay

Some of us just wanna feel and be loved
It may be hidden deep down inside of us
It's like material things won't even come close
Comfort time and love that is perfectly enough
I can't just make one my year (nah)
It's gotta be every single year (yeah)
Try my best to push through and blossom
Regardless of my tears
Try my best to push through and shine
Regardless of my fears that's real

Pain can bring us new perspectives, bright or dark
Wise or ruinous it builds us or wields us for self-destruction (yeah)
Alone time's the realest time
A lot of us carry so much or are numb we can barely feel somethin'
Music made me strong when I was weak
I find myself connected to the feelin' of the beat
I find myself connected to the feelin' of the song
That it puts me in a mood it wires back to me aye

Am I growin' up with age or am I growin' up (whoo!)
The fact is I may know some but won't know enough
Writing all these songs keep a balance
I just pray I have a fan base that
Theirs are not quite as dope as us (ay, ay)

Am I growin' up with age or am I growin' up (ay)
The fact is I may know some but won't know enough
Writing all these songs keep a balance
I just pray I have a fan base that
Theirs are not quite as dope as us (quite as dope as us) (ay, ay)