Lyrics I Don't Wanna Die. - Mickey Shiloh

I don't wanna die
Before I'm really alive
No I don't wanna die
No I don't wanna die

When I look at myself in the mirror
I'm tryna erase all my fears
But I see em so clear
They're all still here
After 25 years... after 25 years
They're all still here
They're all still here
Insecurities always hurting me
Please don't hurry me
Please don't turn to me for advice
Cause I still don't know what I'm doing with my life...
Feels like I'm always losing my mind

Can't find the truth behind my lies
And I can't find the truth in my own eyes
And I don't wanna die before I'm really alive
No I don't wanna die... I've decided

When I look at myself in the mirror
I'm tryna debate all my fears...
Gotta persevere
But they're so severe... they're just so severe
After 25 years... gotta face these fears...
Gotta face these fears
Disabilities always worry me
Scared of a disease somewhere inside of me
Every time I feel something's not quite right
I think I'm on my way to the other side

I can't find the truth behind my lies
And I can't find the truth in my own eyes
And I don't wanna die before I'm really alive
No I don't wanna die... before my time

Don't wanna die
Before it's my time
No lie... no lie
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
I hope there's an after life...
I don't wanna die...