Lyrics Letter To Future Me - Mighty

I'm sorry I'm not the man I was
But little changes necessary sometimes
I'm trynna be the boss
I'm not just trynna be that one guy
That's does try
But always seems to fall short
Man all my life I've wanted so much more

And all this pressure
Got my heart and mind racing
I been grinding for so long
Even god knows
I'm lucky that I made it
I been struggling with patience
And if I had a conversation
With my future self
And he said time was wasted
I don't know if I could do it
I don't know if I could help it
I would try to end it all
And if I did
Would I be selfish
I'd prolly tell him it be better if he save it
Cuz I don't think that I could take it

I don't think that I could take the thought losing
Post traumatic stress
Suppresses optimism
When I think bout the future
My life been kinda like a movie
But 24 and learning how to be a man
Cuz no one taught you how to do it's
Embarrassing
But I guess that I'll handle it
Isn't that what the manual says
Or a very good guess
I don't know
But I know
I can't go to long
Without things
End up drastically
Going wrong
I can't take no more
Well I guess I can
But how much more
Is all I ask
That's all I ask
That's all I ask
That's all I ask
That's all I ask

And all this pressure
Got my heart and mind racing
I been grinding for so long
Even god knows
I'm lucky that I made it
I been struggling with patience
And if I had a conversation
With my future self
And he said time was wasted
I don't know if I could do it
I don't know if I could help it
I would try to end it all
And if I did
Would I be selfish
I'd prolly tell him it be better if he save it
Cuz I don't think that I could take it

Cuz I don't think that I could take the pressure
Of messin up
And I don't think that it'll get no better
Without some luck
And that's something I never had the luxury of
Discovered that all the work I put in
Wasn't enough
And runnin it up
Was much harder than I'd thought it was
Cuz every time I reach a goal
On my soul
I feel it's not enough
I always gotta get my dollars up
And when I finally get my dollars up
I gotta get my dollars up
I gotta get my dollars up
Can't seem to get my dollars up
It's not enough
It never is
I often feel like
Sedatives might help me
Be then again
My selfish ways will tell me
You made this far
You got it all by yourself

And all this pressure
Got my heart and mind racing
I been grinding for so long
Even god knows
I'm lucky that I made it
I been struggling with patience
And if I had a conversation
With my future self
And he said time was wasted
I don't know if I could do it
I don't know if I could help it
I would try to end it all
And if I did
Would I be selfish
I'd prolly tell him it be better if he save it
Cuz I don't think that I could take it