Lyrics Entry - Mixed Matches

I'll trade his death for mine
'Cause I could never figure it out
I give you all of it
But it will never be enough

Well I'll just save that thought for later
And that I wanna take the pressure
But I got a tunnel vision
I don't know what I started
I tried to always give in
To whatever you wanted

And I wanna make it better
So I don't have to feel lesser
And I've got it how I give it
I don't know what I've started
I tried to always give in
'Cause I don't got a thing left to lose

I must admit
I couldn't tell
If I was it
My ego fеll
You hurtin' me
I'll never yеll
Your happiness, I never get
But I wouldn't wanna tell me
When I could've faked it
When I always just wanna
Go back to basic
I just wanna show if
I could've been worth it
I just wanna know if
I really deserved it

But I, want to be
What you got
When I think I'm ready
I'm taking all my chances
'Cause I never look behind me
But I want to
To tell you
I'm thinkin' about it
For better or both

But I'm just thinkin' of how
You're dying, and I
Can tell if you're trying
For life

Well I'll just save that thought for later
And that I wanna take the pressure
But I got a tunnel vision
I don't know what I started
I tried to always give in
To whatever you wanted

And I wanna make it better
So I don't have to feel lesser
And I've got it how I give it
I don't know what I've started
I tried to always give in
'Cause I don't got a thing left to lose