Lyrics Orange - Mixed Matches

I wasn't trying to say I bet you got a silver tongue
Now I think that every day's another hurdle when I get up on my own

'Cause when it's right or it's wrong, well, it's dead to me
You wanna go off and take it away from me
Well, I am living miserably
And I don't think it's fair to me
When it's right or it's wrong, well it's all on me
And I don't think that I can change a thing
Well, I am living miserably
And I don't blame you if you leave
Don't say that I'm what you really want
'Cause I know it's not for you

I don't think I should kill myself but I don't think I am happy, oh
I think I might go fuck myself like you once had told me, oh
When I was under it then and you were over it then
I never wanted to do a second chance
Well if I had it back then, well I wouldn't begin
I'm a face in the blank you made
Well, if you want it then you can have it now
And you know I'll try for you somehow
If I lost it back when we were alone
Well, I wish that I knew it then 'cause I didn't know

'Cause when it's right or it's wrong, well, it's dead to me
You wanna go off and take it away from me
Well, I am living miserably
And I don't think it's fair to me
When it's right or it's wrong, well it's all on me
And I don't think that I can change a thing
Well, I am living miserably
And I don't blame you if you leave
Don't say that I'm what you really want
'Cause I know it's not for you

(Maybe next time)