Lyrics Wine - Mixed Matches

I feel I'm trying to hard
And I have nowhere to go
And I don't wanna react
The way that you want me to
And I don't know if I can
Be sober for a minute
Cause I've been trying to say
What I can never finish

Want to be fast asleep
But I got to think it out
And know it's up to me
When I want to forget how

It got to be this way in all this
And I never wish it happened
And I think I tucked it up

I feel I've tried it to long
And saying how I went wrong
When going back on myself
I feel like no one can help

I feel I've tried it too long
And saying how I went wrong
When going back on myself
I feel like no one can help
And I don't know if I can
Be sober for a minute
Cause I've been trying to say
What I can never finish

And I been taking time
When I got to know the end
And I don't want to say
What I cannot comprehend
And every part of me
Wants to know if I can go
Back to reality
That I had use know

I feel I'm trying to hard
And I have nowhere to go
And I don't wanna react
The way that you want me to
And I don't know if I can
Be sober for a minute
Cause I've been trying to say
What I can never finish