Lyrics Glorious Heights - Montaigne

Poetry′s my mission, it has become so small
I say in my bed my body shakes with [?]
And only knows I'm trying to reach glorious heights
My mind′s unraveling over the groveling
[?], something's gotta give
I'm not even that old, I have a low pain threshold
Maybe that′s why things that shouldn′t hurt me so
I don't mind
I don′t mind
Seeing you leave me behind
I don't mind
I don′t mind
I will continue to try and be kind
[?] it feels wrong
Please excuse me I'm not physical
My eyelashes are just dark [?]
I have the need to rescue myself
Because I′m much too afraid to ask somebody else
On the 14th of August I will turn into dice
Is that really the way it is?
Is love so desperately weak?
I am climbing the charts but my heart is bleeding
I don't mind
I don't mind
Seeing you leave me behind
I don′t mind
I don′t mind
I will continue to try and be kind
I don't mind
I don′t mind
Seeing you leave me behind
I'm trying to climb
[?] to the precipice of my mind
For now I′m running alone in the dark
To try and numb my hind legs
For now I'm lying about my heart
So you′ll think I'm fine