Lyrics Thanatophobic - Monument of A Memory feat. Will Ramos

Curse my heart it burns from an apathetic flame
Crushing all my bones
Teach me how to feel nothing, no pain
As desolate as I am I still refuse my death
I am your king
I am your God
I am the flame that won't burn out
I am the light
I am the way
I am the alpha, omega and end
We can't keep going on
Acting like nothing's wrong
Praying to find the will
Praying that prayer is real
How does it feel
Slaughtering innocent killing their young as we don't see no wrong as we drop a new bomb
New day new age
NEW
Nauseous... and lifeless... The plot sickens and our words undress the truth
Disgusting... self righteous
Men lay their lives on the line for a bastard in charge
Self loathing... stop feeling
Surrender the memories rooted inside
Breathing... Stop breathing
End all of the pain and stop living
No
You never haunted
You never haunted me in my sleep at night
But
I always saw you
I always saw you the second I opened my eyes
I
I always stumbled
I always stumbled on my best intentions for you
Day by day I crawl
Through a weeping forest of insidious regret
Laid out in stone
Teach you how to feel nothing, no pain
As desolate as I am I still refuse my death
FUCK
I have lived for way too long to see no point in life at all
BUT I STILL STAND HERE
When you thought you could just up and go, run away from me