Lyrics Testimony - Mookie

All that hurt and pain gon' change you as a person
That's for certain
I got looked down on my whole life
Feel like I was a burden
Tellin' you I love you
Even when I felt that bridge burnin
Since you left man I'm stuck in this bitch and I'm hurtin

Like why
Why did you leave
We was in too deep
I guess your love was cheap

I thought you was my love whole time you was creep
All them crooked smiles I guess I just didn't see it in you
They kept on tellin' me to never ever sleep on you
Should've never played me on my mama bitch it's death on you
Let me not take it there my fault that I slept on you

I guess I never just realized what I stepped into
All that fake love that I always held onto
I always wondered what that karma was I felt on you
But all that shit aside that's exactly what I expected from you

I fuckin' hate myself for ever even touchin' on you
I realized the only thing that held me back ever was you

I was so stuck on makin' you happy but I never thought to

Think about what I'm doin' to myself
Or what I'm holdin' on to

That shit was never love I swear to God it was always fake
Not on my part I always kept it real
But I could see it in your face
I see why we always clicked
You was a mouse you was a rat bitch you a snake

I was takin' the paper route but all for you I left the cake
You took my heart and ran with it and you never thought to say
That you leavin' never comin' back I guess you wanted to play

I hope a nigga play with me so I can fuckin' catch a case
And I'll go to jail for life so I never see your face again

After what you did to me I'll never be the same again
Give a bitch my all never do that mistake again
Never put my all into stake again
I hope my heart don't ache again

So many times I felt the love dyin' down

So many times I felt the hate runnin' round

So many times I felt the love dyin' down

So many times I felt the hate runnin' round

All that hurt and pain gon' change you as a person
That's for certain
I got looked down on my whole life
Feel like I was a burden
Tellin' you I love you
Even when I felt that bridge burnin
Since you left man I'm stuck in this bitch and I'm hurtin

Like why
Why did you leave
We was in too deep
I guess your love was cheap

I thought you was my love whole time you was creep
All them crooked smiles I guess I just didn't see it in you
They kept on tellin' me to never ever sleep on you
Should've never played me on my mama bitch it's death on you
Let me not take it there my fault that I slept on you

I guess I never just realized what I stepped into
All that fake love that I always held onto
I always wondered what that karma was I felt on you
But all that shit aside that's exactly what I expected from you

I fuckin' hate myself for ever even touchin' on you
I realized the only thing that held me back ever was you

I was so stuck on makin' you happy but I never thought to

Think about what I'm doin' to myself
Or what I'm holdin' on to

That shit was never love I swear to God it was always fake
Not on my part I always kept it real
But I could see it in your face
I see why we always clicked
You was a mouse you was a rat bitch you a snake

I was takin' the paper route but all for you I left the cake
You took my heart and ran with it and you never thought to say
That you leavin' never comin' back I guess you wanted to play

I hope a nigga play with me so I can fuckin' catch a case
And I'll go to jail for life so I never see your face again

After what you did to me I'll never be the same again
Give a bitch my all never do that mistake again
Never put my all into stake again
I hope my heart don't ache again