Lyrics Crash - Moosh & Twist

I think we're all tryna figure it out
Get engaged in what this life is about
So we can iron it out
I feel like 2017 I was stuck in a drought
I either fight for what I love or say "fuck it, I'm out"
But this music is not a thing that I can go live without
People will lend a helping hand just to get them some clout
I think of all the sacrifices when I check the account
Cause some of us really do this, others running their mouth
I gotta love like I've never been hurt
I gotta fight like I know what it's worth
I gotta run like I'm coming in first
Put down the booze when it's numbing the hurt
You're on a different type of time when you come from the dirt
But I'm a big blunt smoking, champagne poppin', self made killer, C-class coppin'
I bet they go ham when they see Crash droppin'
Ball so hard, got that re-class option
But I thank God for this, remain prosperous
Straight optimist, stay positive
You ain't stoppin' this, you can't copy this, we too confident
Got no tolerance
I realized people won't, even if they say they will
"It's all about who you know, don't got shit to do with skills"
So when I write and I record, I'm just going for the kill
I'm tryna be the best me, that's exactly how I feel
Let me keep shit real now, yeah
Imma tell you how I feel now, yeah
Imma tell you how I feel now, yeah
Feel now, yeah, feel now, yeah
Let me keep shit real now, yeah
Imma tell you how I feel now, yeah
Imma tell you how I feel now, yeah
Imma tell you how I feel now, yeah, feel now, yeah
Feel like I might crash
(I been waiting for the crash)
I never had a father figure but I had a dad
Still looking back on the times that I wish we had
How the fuck can I get mad when Moosh tell me he wanna spend time with his kids, like I'm with the shits
I'll never understand until the day I have mine
That's what he tells me, I don't understand time
Maybe that's life, and maybe that's fine
Maybe that's the reason I hide what's inside
Feeling guilty and ashamed for thinking my own thoughts
But maybe it'll all go away if i get lost
I run from my problems, I hide from the truth
I let it down every single time I'm in the booth
That's why I don't write, that's why I don't fight
I always feel wrong, I wanna feel right
I wanna feel the sun, I wanna feel light
I wanna feel love, I wanna feel life
What happens when I lose hope, does anybody pray for me?
Anybody out there, will anybody stay with me?
You're fucking lying to my face, bitch, is you crazy?
You're fucking lying to my face, bitch, is you crazy?
I said one day I would marry you, and really have your baby
You told me I should just go away
How the fuck I'm supposed to not feel a way?
How the fuck I'm supposed to look you in your face and really not feel the pain?
Yeah
I said my best friends turned on me too
It's cool, fuck 'em
I still got love, they do, too
I know what's in my heart, I know what's in my mind
I know what's in the back of the time, it takes time
Life that we living, all for the giving
Everything I'm taking, ain't nobody missing
Some people gone, some people living
Some people dead, some people living and that's cool with me, only if it's cool with you
I need to feel, I need to do, what I need to do
And I need the truth, and I need some love
And I need the truth
I mean it's really how a motherfucker feel now
Let me tell you how I feel, yeah it's really how a motherfucker feel now
Let me keep shit real now, yeah
Imma tell you how I feel now, yeah
Imma tell you how I feel now, yeah
Feel now, yeah, feel now, yeah
Let me keep shit real now, yeah
Imma tell you how I feel now, yeah
Imma tell you how I feel now, yeah
Imma tell you how I feel now, yeah, feel now, yeah