Lyrics Twist and Turn - Mteejay

Now we've got to rewind back to before this started up
I cannot say I was a Gee cuz I'd be lying
It's clear in my tone I've had time to remodel myself in ways that you could only imagine
Man this is me, and the lessons from back then my history and all it's taught me
It's lead me to make the decisions I've made till this day now
So listen to my story and learn from it
I know it ain't a lot but a fair share of things that I've gone through are common
If I can touch your heart just even a little then it'd be a pleasure
So hold my hand, let me show you the path that I've taken and lessons I've learned
Then I'll leave you to your own decisions and hope that you live it up

With every twist and turn, and every road I've run I learned, I learned
Through every twist and turn, and every lesson learned, to stand
So I picked myself and I walked right out and now I'm

Seventeen, it is spring
My last year was bad so I made a few more changes now I am living it up I'm a king
I started the year off amazing I had me a cycle I kept to, I had me a team
I had me a couple of friends I could turn to whenever I messed up and I was a simp
But I took it for granted cuz I thought I got it and next thing I knew, she came around
Easily was a highlight, the realest I felt in my life I had thoughts I could put a ring
My spirit was telling me "slow down fool" but I ain't listen I did my thing
And I hopped in to early it's what we both wanted so I guess its cool so I went all in
And I guess It's a problem I went all in
We hit Valentines day there was gifts given, made the top 10 moments of my life
The weekends we spent and the nights
That we stayed up drinking up the soda machine in the laundry room
Man it was real, I guess the realest it could get
I was happy I blessed the first day that we met
It was vibey like mans Glo, I was feeling so good I just let it flow, I just let it flow
And I guess I let too much flow, I had this feeling in my soul
Couldn't put my hand on it, so I just let it go
I've been called skeptical like a couple of times I was right tho but I still let it go
Never had faith like I did on that week was checking my phone every second I got
Was locked in so facetime was vital but next text I saw was

We need to talk
I ain't really done anything wrong so I knew what it meant but I still kept my hopes up
When I called could tell in her tone she was serious so in real life I just gave up
Said it wasn't my fault but she's lost all the love that she had and that we should just brrr
Ok I don't think you get what I'm trying to say but
We need to talk
I ain't really done anything wrong so I knew what it meant but I still kept my hopes up
When I called could tell in her tone she was serious so in real life I just gave up
Said it wasn't my fault but she's lost all the love that she had and that we should just Break UP

Ok now fast forward to summer I thought that I'd changed but I still hit some girls up
I was trying so hard just to fix me an ego I thought that I'd broken by getting hurt
But I'm lucky the third day, I came to my senses and I ain't do nothing dumb
Cuz my glow up was building how I feel a tower
But I guess it crumbled in less than an hour
Man seasons can change you
I'm moving to another school
And I'm 18 now so I guess parties allowed I'm a junior in college
But I grew so fast I don't misuse my wallet
It ain't much but it is sum
And I'm earning some bread so I'm eating sum
And I'm pulling some weight so I'm gaining sum
Guess I cut all that weight straight in half
When I gave it all up to the Son and then moved on
Now I'm pulling two ton when I go to the gym in like 30 minutes I got beefed up
My endurance been crazy cuz I ain't gonna shed a tear cuz all is well that ends well
And this gave way for newer beginnings, the puzzle pieces I had fit in the wrong spot
Had been coming together and fit in the right places, I'm aiming for way up
And I still got my sister my mom and my pops I guess I went too far just to find love
And I got me my God up above and He Loves me He's given gifts though I fell off
I cannot say I'm gangsta, I'm not but I'll pop a n in his cheek if he say sum
SIKE I let God fight my battles and watch
As you struggle with things you don't know about
And I know this beat getting lowkey kinda weird but I cooked it all up on my laptop
Twenty minutes all I needed to set me a mood
And the mic in the room knows it is shower time
Spitting these bars yeah its fire but It's gonna reign once I put it all out and then water it
But I stay wondering what in the world would I do with a talent like this
Imma shake the whole Industry but it ain't moving
Cuz it is a mountain like a pyramid scheme
You can hop in the web and pray spiders don't get you
And eat you all up so that you cannot win
You just pray that some one hears your sounds and blesses you with endorsements
And rockets you up to the top
Where you don't write your lyrics and rap without meaning
But I pray God that will not be me

I wanna have meaning
I wanna make songs that'll take you though life
So you don't make mistakes and then hurt your own feelings
I wanna make songs that'll tell you what's good
And what's bad and what is even depends on your feelings
A vibe that is just pure enough to put Joy in your life that's for real man
Yeah I guess