Lyrics Redemption - Mteejay

You gave me a blessing, you gave me a voice
You gave me a path they could never distort
Then you let em place options you gave me a choice
You told me to pick life or death, God I know it's much deeper than that
These pleasures keep pulling me close but you're pulling me closer
Man I thought I could glide through this life like on easy mode
Ride through this road like I'm Drizzy tho
I know I'm not, man I'm Brighter
The logic of being broken is something that I never could grasp
I stretched out my arm and I reached out for help, but I felt as the gravity silenced my gasp
I was being refined, I'm a crystal, the salt of the earth
I got taste, I cannot be offset
Cause I'm set in the Rock and in stone
La passion que j'ai est si forte et tu sais qu'elle est réelle

You did it again, gave me chances when I didn't deserve them
I walked out on you but you waited on me, now I'm back and I can't even fathom your love and your grace
It's a thriller it scares me sometimes but I've learned not to fear
Now I kneel at the throne of the Father and you gave me grace by the sound of your name, my path is now clear
I'll speak to this tone
And feel as the bow runs the strings of my heart
And I feel my soul as it frolics around to this melody
My spirit knows deep inside that in you I reside so my mind has decided that either way
I will give thanks for this blessing, I'm living the life that you gave me, I'm doing this for you and in you

And I bow to your glory, I give you the praise
Your blessings are more than enough and I tried to keep count of em
And I kept counting so long, I could not even keep count
But I counted for days
And I felt as the blessings would overflow, kept me afloat through the year I was riding the waves
And I felt like I sank like a couple of times to the deep but I found the best treasure in pain
The typa pain that make you lose hate
The typa pain that sent me back to the father and softened my heart till I lost all the weight in my chest
The typa pain that make you lose weight
The typa pain that lets you love without limit I put my hands up in the sky and I screamed deep inside but out loud
I don't know if you hear me but I want to drown in your Love
But my head's underwater, I'm trying to breathe
Your word tells me never to worry, I'm one of the chosen, but I think back to all that I did
I'm learning to focus but these thoughts keep haunting my mind
I'm learning to follow your lead
Your word tells me do it this way but I do it that way and regret it
I'm learning to keep to your word and accept it, I'm learning to love it
I'm learning to love
I'm learning to open my heart to the things of the spirit
I'm learning to kneel down and cry and to raise both my hands up above to the father and scream out my pain
I'm learning to feel
The warmth of your love on this earth and the chill of your presence around me
The things that I missed ever since I was gone when I gave in to darkness got lost on my path

Now I've found the light
It whispers it's truth in my ears and brightens the path for my feet
It took me to the end of this maze and comforted my heart in a way I remember, man why did I leave
I know I'm forgiven, but I live with the thoughts of the things that I did
I don't feel the guilt on my shoulders
But I feel the stares and they come in from every direction

They welcome me home with a smile on my face
All I have are these tales of my journey through darkness
They sit in a circle to hear all the tales of the stumbling stupid decisions I made on my own
It's a blessing I made it this far, going Up but I started it up in my yard
I prayed that the works of my hands shall be blessed but the Lord said I'll fix you and make you a star
I ain't count that a blessing, I counted it love but I cannot deny that it is
A manifestation of power
The one who creates and loves without condition that gave me a vision
I'm changing my gears I'm on fire
This shock it sent chills down my spine, I'm-an electrical wire
I'm live and I'm red and I'm dangerously praying more than I ever did now I experience the glory of God
I get on my knees and scream Jesus
His word is a two-edged sword and I wield it so good
I learn from the best, I expect that I should
I can't be caught lacking, but I am not hood
I try to stay healthy, eat spiritual food
I hope that you get it this year has been pain upon gain upon pain upon gain upon pain upon gain!
I'm different
Now I feel His rain falling down on me, got drip, but I ain't slipping
The way I command these flow, it'd make you think I walked on water
I ain't but I promise you, on this side, we stay smooth sailing
My life is a calm the storm rages around me I see it, I wanna do something
Cuz I know if I don't then their blood on my hands even though I didn't do the killing
That is why I make music, I try to make waves, I try to make it rain like my father to put out this fire
Scream blessings on blessings on blessings on blessings on blessings on blessings on blessings on blessings