Lyrics dasar lubang (No one will hear me if/when I fall) - Myopia in a Bedroom Light

I could've killed me long ago
I am crying but you wouldn't know
I have become bedridden in shit
I am losing function over everything
What bridges can I possibly cross right now?
With the wind howling, I am tumbling now
I feel my soul has decayed to soot and char now
I am falling, I have fallen
Way
Way
Down

And I attempted to step forward, but the ground cracked beneath me
Every insecurity and doubt firing on all cylinders
I am not safe here, I am not safe here
And I attempted to step forward, but my voice cracked under the pressure
Everyone is looking on with disdain
I am not safe here, I am not safe here

You remind me of my
I've been running and hiding
I can play this game forever
If that's all I see in you
I can't run forever
But I can die in a little hole in the ground
Like a stillborn, unrealized
No one has to know

If a tree falls with no one around
Does it make a sound?
If I fall and I make a sound
You won't be around