Lyrics Anesthesia - Nak

Let me check your vital signs: heart rate
Beat per minute heart racing
Fear permitted: arm's length
Hit it with another kiss of the calm tranq
Sanctification an operation
Pain be a doctor we often hate him
Sick ever since that combination:
Death mixed in with the consummation
Ever since, it's anesthesia
Numb to the pain of refinement
Woke up and I saw all the evil
And I wanted to return to my blindness
In the land where the dark is immersive
How hard is a heart of a person?
We try to open up, somebody call a surgeon
We wanna come back to the heart of worship
But the dark alluring
Harder to swim in a stronger current
Hotter to live now the water burning
But I feel nothing. "Nada" burden. Not a burden
Feeling no hunger
'Cause I am numb to the wheel of my comfort
This my diversion a dime to a dozen
Never met death but I flirt with the cousin
First will come love and then marriage
Sleep is the lust you inherit
You cannot stay in your sleep as a means of resolving your flaws
Expecting involvement of God
I want to wake up
I really love sleep, now I want to break up
It's not you, it's me
Sleep be the cousin of the eulogy
I can see the stars up in eyes
I can hear Sinatra in my mind
Fly me to the moon, and let me play among the sky
Orion, Ursa Minor, Gemini: constellations die
Three two one. Let the whole body go numb. Let the whole body go numb
Let the whole body go numb. Let the whole body go numb
Three two one. Let the whole body go numb. Let the whole body go numb
It's not you, it's me. Sleep be the cousin of the eulogy.
Obviously, He's real within me
It doesn't really mean that I feel Him in me
Feeling envy when I see devotion
Of a brethren steady and he feel emotion
Feet be coasting Spirit leads him
Walk on the land and the sea and ocean
Here I am. I ain't fronting
I can't stand that I stand for nothing
I can't help that my own two feet
Slip more frequent- than they move me
When I fall and I hurt, I don't want to move now
The true definition of "breaking new ground"
What you looking at?
You never seen a man that was broken?
You really want to act like you don't know the half
And your life is a basket is roses?
You really want to quote me a passage
Claim that you pray that it passes, never call once?
You think I'm convinced of your sadness?
Brother, you just as numb.
I feel nothing. You don't either.
We're just talking, we ain't speaking
Both eyes open, we both sleeping
We want freedom, we won't reach it.
We're scared of the dark
Life is a surgeon: tear us apart
We don't want pain, and we want to feel numb
Now we could never feel love