Lyrics Uppers and Downers / Bodies - NAMOS

I'm considering to kill myself
No this ain't a joke man, I just need some help
Uppers in my nose and downers in my mouth
Thank you for your time but now I'm kicking out
I'm considering to kill myself
No this ain't a joke man, I just need some help
Uppers in my nose and downers in my mouth
Thank you for your time but now I'm kicking out

I fucked this girl, she don't even know my name yet
It won't be long until I eventually forget
I saw somewhere that you were touring on the road
Now all I wanna do is go home
And when I'm home I'm always staring at the TV
Sitting in the couch, inside where no one can see me
It's better than when I was bedridden for all of June
I'm far from everyone, I gave them all the best excuse
School's starting up, I'm back into the basement
Bernie's class was my favorite as well as Loren's above the pavement
6pm class, 5 stories up, a pretty sight
Walking on Michigan back to my car to end the night
I saw you walking down Wabash
I didn't recognize the clothes you were wearing
The color of your hair
And I haven't seen my music buddies like in forever
You call it cold shoulder, I just call it sweater weather
We're losing time only one year till graduation
I thought that we'd all together run trials and tribulations
I'm spacing during my class I forgot to take my prescription
You could call it what you'd like but I know it's a sad addiction
God damn, it's getting harder to breathe
I'm way too comfortable with what I got on my sleeve
5th semester woes, I'm almost out of college
I'm gonna know if God's really a Godess

I'm considering to kill myself
No this ain't a joke man, I just need some help
Uppers in my nose and downers in my mouth
Thank you for your time but now I'm kicking out
I'm considering to kill myself
No this ain't a joke man, I just need some help
Uppers in my nose and downers in my mouth
Thank you for your time but now I'm kicking out

A raindrop just fell on the cherry of my cigarette
While I was driving up 90 with both my eyes closed
Life's like a movie with directors who ain't seen it yet
And no one's showing up to the show
Nothing pisses me off more than Chicago traffic
I don't know why I moved so far from all of my regular habits
30 minutes to work, 30 minutes to class
Wouldn't be the first time I drove 30 minutes for ass
I need to get out of town and just go silent
The public has been driving me to completely private
I hate all of the obligations I have
I wanna be surrounded by nothing if I'm going mad
I shaved my head in the middle of Lusk, Wyoming
A town jester jesting tomatoes are thrown only out in the open
I can ignore the fact that Katie's got some knockers
But I can't ignore the ass that's on Alondra
I miss being loved, I miss being loved
I'm trying to convince myself everyday that this is enough
One month turns into a year so quickly
Have you always looked this shifty?
Now swiping's like a full time job
I get bored without a honey, so I'm looking for top
Cause I'm addicted to women, sex is my primo
Wasn't the pills suppose to kill my libido?

I just fucked a married bitch
A married bitch
I just fucked a married bitch
A married bitch
I just fucked a married bitch
A married bitch
I just fucked a married bitch
A married bitch
I just fucked a

I fucked that bitch from the back
She dirty lookin', like on crack
I guess that's what all these art students be like
Colored hair, wearing all black
I picked her up outta his home
She told him to leave her alone
We walked up inside of my crib
When I finished, I dropped her back off and was gone

I just fucked a married bitch
A married bitch
I just fucked a married bitch
A married bitch
I just fucked a married bitch
A married bitch
I just fucked a

I fucked a bitch in Peoria
She wanted more, I got bored of her
She thought that I would spend the night