Lyrics does anybody love me? - NESYA

I put my all into you but it's wasted now
I'm living in the backrooms
I'm running stuck in place
Hiding all my shame
I think they've got the bass too loud
I'm wasting all the tissues
From Rubbing at my face
Making a mistake
I'm lost without a name

I can't complain about shit I cannot change
There's something called forgiveness
It's not a word I know
I've seen how far you'll go
I see the way you hand out pain
I know I'm growing more and more insane
But I'm a little wasted now
I'm a little wasted now

Is anybody out there
Is anybody free
Is anybody actually happy
Does anyone agree
Does anybody love me
Does anybody love me
Does anybody love me
Does anybody love me

I lie awake at night I soothe myself
I'm cold and all alone
You used to hold me tight
Hand all on my thigh
Now you're just a used to know
Now you're just dream
I thought you were the thing I need
But now I'm just a freak
Things are looking bleak
Now we barely speak

Is anybody out there
Is anybody free
Is anybody actually happy
Does anyone agree
Does anybody love me
Does anybody love me
Does anybody love me
Does anybody love me

Is anybody out there
Is anybody free
Is anybody actually happy
Does anyone agree
Does anybody love me
Does anybody love me
Does anybody love me
Does anybody love me

Loving you is really such a treat
You make me goddamn happy
But then I wake up and I scream
There's no one here who loves me
And then I try my best to go back to sleep
So I dream
I dream
I dream somebody loves me