Lyrics Have You Ever? - NFG Duck

Aye, you know when shit really start going left, you heard me
Shit really start going south
And you really think you're gonna end it all man
Like I don't see a reason to even be here man
And I know why Alli left this shit man
'Cause this shit is painful as fuck nigga
I cant be taking this shit no more man for real
Brrr (NFG the gang NFG the mob)

I feel like everybody leaves me cause I am not enough
And I don't want your pity trust I know it's sad as fuck
And please don't come around me if you just gon' give up
My life feels like a bad dream I just wish I could wake up
On the outside I look happy but inside I'm feeling dead
You could never understand the thoughts that's rushing through my head
Let the beat flow through your speakers concentrate on what I'm sayin'
Put my emotions on the paper let my thoughts go through my pen

And I just lost it all
Lost my sister and a friend
And I even lost my girl
And the apartment I was in
But I know I'm gon' be straight
I trust my gut and move ahead
I ain't never looking back
It's like I'm walking on a thread
Moved around all my life
Change is something I can do
I ain't never had a hood that had anyone I knew
Class clown of the school always acting like a fool
But nobody ever knew the battles I was going through
Was gonna end it all
I see why Ally left this world cause its looking like the end
Kind of glad that she ain't here to see this shit for what it is
Most these niggas out here snakes
Most these niggas aint your friend
And you can't tell til it's to late cuz all these niggas play pretend
They play pretend like they secretly some actors
They get to switching brush it off like it don't matter
I'm a get this bag I can't let them be a factor
I talk the truth behind the booth like a pastor

Have you ever been chased by your demons?
I'm talking waking up crying while you sleeping
I push those thoughts to the side but they creepin'
Im having suicidal thoughts for no reason

Have you ever been chased by your demons?
I'm talking waking up crying while you sleeping
Push those thoughts to the side but they creepin'
Im having suicidal thoughts for no reason

I call Lil Liv just to chop it up
She told me let go of that pain that I got bottled up
I say ok you right, say less I gotta tighten up
And i cant go out sad like drizzy bitch be Nice For What?
I'm on they neck applying pressure like specialist
I want my neck on froze, cooler than a peppermint
And I can't wife a hoe they want me for the benefits
And I'm in love with pussy something like a femenist

I feel like everybody leaves me cause I am not enough
But I don't want your pity trust I know it's sad as fuck
And please don't come around me if you just gon give up
My life feels like a bad dream I just wish I could wake up
On the outside I look happy but inside Im feeling dead
You could never understand the thoughts that's rushing through my head
Let the beat flow through your speakers concentrate on what I'm sayin'
Put my emotions on the paper let my thoughts go through my pen