Lyrics My Hostage - NOIZY Z

Do you swear that the evidence you're about to give
Is the truth?
The whole truth
And nothing but the truth
So help you god
Yes
Alright fuck it
Let's lay it on the table
I haven't been completely honest
With all my people
Told you I couldn't get a job because I'm mentally unstable
I'm just lazy
While you made us all our money whipping them tables
Serving them assholes their juice
Laying creepy pick up lines on you
You always shut them down
Called me on your breaks
Always brought me back a shake
Not one time you didn't think of me
You were the opposite of a snake
You taught me what real love is
I'll never get that again
Wake me up with a smile
And made me breakfast
I didn't want it to ever end
You called me handsome
Said I had the face of a Greek god
Loved me when I'm very flawed
Basically you lied to me
Always Loyal in the beginning
Until I made your head feel like it kept on spinning
I called you a liar out of pure projection
I was thinking about other girls
Cause I needed more attention
You were enough but for me there is never enough

Everytime I see your face
I remember why I fell in love in the first place but I know
I can not get it back because I just dig the chase
I just dig the chase

Alright
You said if I don't step up you'd leave
And find someone better
But I convinced myself I could do anything
And you'd still stay and wear my sweater
I don't blame you for going to Caleb
Hell He treated you better
Plus he was buff
And he got his life together
I called it bluff
Father put me in hand cuffs
Tried to scare me beyond scared straight
But I came out more gay
I told you my jail story
You cried for me
Told you I changed after that but only
Lies came out of me
We hated drugs but now you're with a man who puffs
Hell he made you do it too
But the thing is he's a good dude
A woman will stay with a nice idiot
Over a funny asshole anyday
Practically lusted over other woman
Everyday

Everytime I see your face
I remember why I fell in love in the first place but I know I can
Not get it back because I just dig the chase
I just dig the chase

How many times do I gotta tell you sorry
Miss Running around in the Vegas hotel lobby
You asked me for the bare minimum
To make you feel like you're the only one
But I thought my rules were the only right ones
You'd introduce me to your friends
And I'd go home and jerk to them
You find there instas in my search bar
I left you with every scar
And I'd always have to pretend
Swear I'm not like other men
Everytime you broke up with me
I told you I'd fuck Cheyenne
I knew she was your trigger
I thought my heart was bigger
I wasn't vigor
I'm weaker then my pictures
I need the Bible need a scripture
When we were on a break
You Never knew that I kissed her
But wait the story gets thicker
Sure never committed to cheating
But I forsure did it in my head
I feared you and Caleb actually meeting
Cause then you tried to fuck him in our bed
But who am I to be upset
We saw this shit coming
I got bitter I resented you
So you went to him instead
You called him in front of me
After I caught you cheating
Felt like my chest was bleeding
Wanted to wake up from this fever dream
But everything to me's a scheme
I thought about the story telling
How I can make people hate you?
The validation you chew
But I'm the same with my crew
I wanted them to love you
But now I have no choice
But each time that i'm mad I find a vid with your voice

No sing it properly
Oh my Zion
You're being Gray right now
I'm getting into it
Damn
My god I miss that face
I miss that body
Wake up Insecure of your belly
But I loved your belly
We watch good mourning and make fun of machine gun Kelly
I went to your graduation
But I won't be at your wedding
You were crying on my bathroom floor
While I was on the dance floor
I don't want people thinking you're a whore
Cause there's two sides to every story
I just dig the chase
You also drove me around everywhere
And paid for every single one of my meals
I hate you but I fucking love you

What's sad is
I cry about me wanting you back for 20
Hours but if I had 20 minutes
With you I'd go right back to hating you
Cause we'd do the same shit and argue
That fucking sucks
Damn
I just dig the chase

Tried to convicne every guy that you were with after me
That you were ugly and try and make them hate you so
The only person that could have you is me
That sounds really psycho and that's cause it is
I just dig the chase

Boys if it ever comes to a point where it feels like
Dating your girl is like her being your hostage
Set her free