Lyrics People Pleaser - NOIZY Z

I'm up writing when I should be sleeping
But let's be honest all these bitches stay weeping
My life has consumed me making this album
I can't even tell if this shits still fun
I'm working my brain twenty four seven
But for that attention I stay begging
Does it make me a pedo if I have a crush on eleven
Not Millie Bobby brown though
I hate being twenty my fun is no longer
So I fuck around and do shit to make me feel younger

Im eating that pussy to fill my hunger
I hate when people treat me like a joke
But I look at my bars and no wonder
I say I make this music for me
But is what I say even what I believe
Every time I make something
I show my friends and analyze their reaction
And If they give me any sort of criticism
I regret the interaction
Am I even happy
I wake up lights camera action
Everything I do is a performance
I think I'm the shit cause I don't do substance
Right now you listening
Are you even enjoying
Am I coming off white or annoying
Can't stop overthinking
Found out we lose braincells by blinking

Every thought is a thought followed by
A thought by a thought by a thought
And every thought that I got
Must be fought by another thought
Maybe I should smoke pot
Cause my brain is a lot
I got mad when Walter white got caught
But back to my thoughts
I gotta deep dive into every single one
And even when I say I'm done I'm never done
I'm ocd
I have a specific spot I gotta sit when I watch tv

And always gotta sit down when I pee
I always wipe twice
For good measure
One for business
And one for pleasure
Move this is my spot
I steal my bros clothes
Gimmie that back
Gimmie got shot
I'm not asshole
I look at my aunt
Cause she got a big ol

When I was a kid
All my cousins all touched me
Now I gotta fucked up internet history
I live with this trauma and
Cry to my mama
I like my girls black
Just like Jeffery Dahmer
Well if he liked girls

Put your hands though my curls
If you distance me too long I'll get insecure
And get stingy
But if you talk to me to much then I'll think your clingy
Clingy
I can't take this pressure
Im a kid with high blood pressure
I'm so fucking manic
In a constant panic
Don't let this smile fool you
Who knew people pleasing could kill you
People pleasing could kill you