Lyrics Wailing Wall 2 - Napoleon Da Legend

Is my destiny written?
Is there a story board that im pre-destined to be living?
Is my higher self watching?
Less care should I be giving, to what I do next
My soul was always driven, it's so hard to do less
Dealing with other people, and miscommunication
Knowing everything you communicate a leave a trace and
Satan's an avatar, that we leave excuses on
It's easier to blame a symbol when you doing wrong
I used to dwell on the past but now I'm moving on
On the freeway bumping
"Even though what we do is wrong"
We try to change the narrative
They try to stick us with labels, judging is comparative
Consistency and action, show character
The biggest scammers turn to heroes in America
But to be frank, that kind of happens everywhere
So is being smart knowing that the game is never fair
Seen the living proof in 95 it was ever clear
To survive in this I'd have to grow an extra pair
Was shackled to a dream
Only to see it shatter at the seams
Family matters
When a nuclear bombs drops on the nuclear family
Nobody knows how to proceed exactly
Life can be a pretty picture that can change so nasty
So much pain hidden in a smile so happy

My rocket launched and it crashed and burned
I'm a get back up a thousand times
This week kicked in me in the ass I learned
I'm a get back up a thousand times
As long as the sunshine will light up the sky
I'm a do what I'm here for I don't gotta ask why
Every minute is a minute closer till I die
Take time to cherish everything take it in stride

Trauma from the youth, all the hurts and feels
All the cars and the girls in the world won't heal
All the accolades and titles accomplishments and medals
The pain, be running back, after the dust settles
Binging with a vengeance when ya well-being hinges
On the whim and the opinion of another one's perception
Lonely in the world, deficit of affection
Crying out for help, seeking negative attention
Power dynamics the mentor and the apprentice
Choosing sides by based on popularity and critics
Motherfuckers a sell you out just get a look
Just to have a little shiny entry on a book
Justice always moves slow by design
But that bitch a surely, creep up to ya in time
The hegemons a put you an the edge for you to fly or fall
So fuck it I'm a take my shot cause I die tomorrow
I'm a speak my truth on the highest level
Whatever heights I'm at addressing you at eye level
My whole tribe rebels resist like diamond bezel
Going by our day true to 5 fundamentals
Courage to live true, express our deepest thoughts
Friends family and purpose in equal parts
From the small to the great "Sic Parvis Magna"
When they punch punch back like Marvin Hagler

My rocket launched and it crashed and burned
I'm a get back up a thousand times
This week kicked in me in the ass I learned
I'm a get back up a thousand times
As long as the sunshine will light up the sky
I'm a do what I'm here for I don't gotta ask why
Every minute is a minute closer till I die
Take time to cherish everything take it in stride