Lyrics NOW - Nessazary

I really be layin' low, ain't shit sweet, I ain't duck smoke
No team, I be alone, feel my pinky ring with tears
I see a lot of stones, tryna make time for everybody
I need several phones, people don't understand
I'm tryna sustain, I'm tryna get all these bands
I don't got time for none of that
Lil' friendly shit, I ain't shakin' hands
Bless from the man above, I'm just gon'
Pray, I'm just gon' put my hands together
It look like sunshine and rainbows
They don't know the storm I weathered
Yeah, come on, yeah, come on, yeah, come on, yeah
I wish you'd see me now, everything's so different now
When I pray out loud, I hope you hear me now
Yeah, I'm out of tears, that's why you don't see them now
Yeah, I wanted to quit, but now I see like, wow, I'm him
I'm gonna get all these bands, I'm gon' bring it back for my fam
Gotta remain focused, yeah, I'm standin' on business, I'm a man
She see what I do now, and she see I got bands, she like, damn
Everything I fuckin' do, I don't need to post on the gram
I really be layin' low, ain't shit sweet, I ain't duck smoke
No team, I be alone, feel my pinky ring with tears
I see a lot of stones, tryna make time for everybody
I need several phones
People don't understand, I'm tryna sustain
I'm tryna get all these bands
Don't got time for none of that love-friendly shit
I ain't shakin' hands
Bless from the man above, I'm just gon' pray
I'm just gon' put my hands together
It look like some sun shine and rainbows
They don't know the storm I weathered
Yeah, she just wanna get new bag, I told her, just go get whichever
Yeah, one day the real shit gon' prevail, I'ma keep applyin' pressure
Yeah, you gotta go get out your head, fuck all that depression
Lost so much I didn't realize, it was just all a lesson
Way I think it could've been way worse, this shit is all a blessing
Lot of shit happenin' this year, yeah, I'm glad that I'm progressin
But I used to leave my heart, and all that love, I was professin
Nowadays, I can't even confess it, nowadays, I ain't even address it
Nowadays, I can't even talk about it, yeah, I'll leave you guessin
I was gettin' consumed by stress, I just wanna feel like the old me
When I went back to my city, I felt like my homies ain't know me
My day one brothers, I wish you'd see me now
Everything's all different now, when I'm prayin' out loud
I hope you hear me now, yeah, I'm outta tears
That's why you don't see them now, yeah, I wanted to quit
But now I see it like, wow, I'm him
I'm gonna get all these bands, I'm gon' bring it back for my fam
Gotta remain focused, yeah, I'm standin' on business, I'm a man
She see what I do now, she see I got bands, she like, damn
Everything I fuckin' do, I don't need to post on the gram