Lyrics float (feat. Mookigang) - NeverxHappy

I can't get out of bed
Cause when I wake
You're inside my head
Apparently it means that I'm dead
All the feelings that I dread
Are starting to become my biggest threat
Open up my eyes I'm seeing red
I can't forget what you said
The demons that I thought I went and fled
They keep me hanging by a fucking thread
Even through the tears I've shed
I gotta keep my head up look ahead
I gotta get the fuck up out this bed

Gotta keep fighting baby I ain't gonna fall back
I gotta drive the power of my will against my setbacks
Cause I'm cold, getting older now, it okay to be lonely
I feel insane inside my brain with nobody here to hold me

Baby yea I had to go
Left me emotionally unavailable
Out on the waves where I learned I had to float
Now I'm flying mile high
Like a blue jay in the sky
It's time to live my life

Baby yea I had to go
Left me emotionally unavailable
Out on the waves where I learned I had to float
Now I'm flying mile high
Like a blue jay in the sky
It's time to live my life

Days turn to night now
And the night won't wait
I'll take another to slow the pace
You waste all my doubts
You think you've figured me out
I shouldn't sink inside myself
My thoughts are weighing me down

Float

I don't know if I can hold on for too long now
Like, I don't know if I can go home back to small town
I can't float and I don't know where I should go now
I don't know where I should go

Baby yea I had to go
Left me emotionally unavailable
Out on the waves where I learned I had to float
Now I'm flying mile high
Like a blue jay in the sky
It's time to live my life

Baby yea I had to go
Left me emotionally unavailable
Out on the waves where I learned I had to float
Now I'm flying mile high
Like a blue jay in the sky
It's time to live my life