Lyrics Me & My Pen - Nick Brewer

It starts with a rhyme
It starts in my mind
I send it to the paper
Then put it on the line
The messengers my pen
The messengers my life
I'm hoping that the message in your heart realign then you realise
That I'm just spitting
I ain't being wise I'm just being eyes
Being free upon this beat and I can see your line
I gotta be upon this beat for just some piece of mind
Looking for a decent rhyme
Really I just need some time
But time waits for no man
I know that
I know if I don't keep up with the programme I'm older
When someone tryna speak up
I'm tryna travel from my zone in to your speaker
On my own fam alone man
But still I'm managing
Ain't standing still I gain a mannequin
Ain't standing still till I'm travelling
So far that they will see me again
But for the moment it's just me and my pen
Its me and my pen ay
It's me and my pen
Im writing what I see so I can see it again okay ay
And I don't even what imma write now right now
I'm just hoping it will take me away ay
Take me away ay
Im hoping it will take me away ay
Cause when I don't know what to say
I find me a page and then it's me and pen
It's just me and my pen
I tried to tell them what I meant they didn't get it
I took the pen and started scribbling my message
Just perfecting how I said it
Writing down what I regretted
Tryna speak of all the pain and all the blessing in the hope that it connected
I was praying they would listen
But in reality your lot of people didn't
Still I was busy working out my vision
Tryna give em something different and get them feeling how I'm feeling
Cause even if you've never been in my position man im hoping you relate to it
The reason why I make music I escape through it
I hate losing thats suhin I won't make do with
And I could never talk with suhin that I ain't doing man
It's just me and my pen
It's leaking again
I'm writing what I'm speaking so it's easier when
I leave it with them
Can't even pretend
That I don't need it cause I need to let it breathe until I meet them again
So it's just me and my pen ay
It's me and my pen
Im writing what I see so I can see it again okay ay
And I don't even know what imma write now right now
I'm just hoping it will take me away ay
Take me away ay
Im hoping it will take me away ay
Cause when I don't know what to say
I find me a page and then it's me and my pen
It's just me and my pen
A skinny little nine year old
Trying to find a role
Letting my mind abode
Scribbling and writing rhymes when I got home
But I wasn't alone
Just me and my pen in the zone a friend not a foe
What I was writing I was setting in stone for the fear but I was letting it go
And I'm telling you so you understand me
Like you're part of the family
Hand on my heart
Heart on my sleeve
You can't really bramley
I write and remember the nights and the 90s December's
I quiet pretend your just lighting a fire
And no sign of dying like ember
With some trying events but we got through them
My pen enfluenced by everything I was doing ay
And so you see
Nothing that you don't believe
You just know its me
Yeah I'm writing it all
The highs and the times that I fall
Writing like I'm at school
I'm fine I'll be fine and
I'm cool with the person the pen paints a picture of
The pen pathed the way
Put me in a place that I wasn't thinking of
Cause when it's in the pen
It's in the pen of all my precency perceptions
I just put it in a sentence and forget it
Then remember when I read it that I meant it
I gave my pen all the credit
I'm hoping it will take me away
Take me away ay
Im hoping it will take me away ay
It's me and my pen
Im writing what I see so I can see it again okay ay
Im hoping it will take me away
Take me away ay
Im hoping it will take me away ay
Cause when I don't know what to say
I find me a page and then Its me and my pen
Sometimes I just write
I write what I see
The things in my mind
I'm gonna fly by history right