Lyrics Goodbye So Many Times - Nightmare and the Cat

I've said goodbye so many times
The word has lost all meaning
But I won't say it again
If you keep me here believing

The canyons are silent
As I awake and you weren't there
My heartache is violent
I wish that I had never cared
But as the satellites are blinking
I'm stranded out here thinking
About where you are
For these eyes can only see so far

This love's a spirit swimming through my veins
I should have listened when you used to say...

I've said goodbye so many times
The word has lost all meaning
But I won't say it again
If you keep me here believing

I wrote you a letter
But no one cares for those these days
My chances are better
Of lighting candles in the rain
So I'm asking myself blindly
Will solace ever find me
And who will catch my fall
Now that you aren't there for me at all

Feels like the future and the past are dancing
Inside of a moment that is never passing
What's worse to give up what your heart is asking for
Or waiting forever blue behind your door?

I've said goodbye so many times
The word has lost all meaning
But I won't say it again
If you keep me here believing

I've said goodbye so many times
The word has lost all meaning
But I won't say it again
If you keep me here believing
If you keep me here believing... in you.