Lyrics So Alone - NoBreadE

People ask E why you so angry all the time
Cause the only dream that mattered was make it 'fore she died
Make this music outta tears now we all supposed to cry
This for every soul couldn't make it to this shine
Not the only one with emotions bottled deep inside
All a little shook it's just hard to recognize
Maybe our stories ain't exact but maybe it aligns
Couple souls intertwined wishing loved ones had more time
Ain't you sick and tired of telling lies
Why you think a youngin' put his heart in his rhymes
Can't express through conversation so over beats I simplify
So many missed calls, that was you checking if I've arrived
Cause a piece of me died when you died
God got commandments but the kid needed you to thrive
And even though he made you, you were really mine

Some days I just wanna be alone
Since you left I feel like times a loan
Some days I just feel so alone
So alone with myself

Some days I just wanna be alone
Sittin' with my own thoughts, all cons no pros
Scared to reach out, only know dial tones
Cause battling demons really put you in a zone
It's when your conscious says you ain't shit
And you wanna say it's lies but you ain't hit
Intrusive thoughts on the mind and they all clicked
Brave face might be on but the armor all nicked
Lose someone, you lose yourself, ain't no light in sight
Now the heart, body, soul, mind in a fight
Everywhere look left, you pleading for a right
Dreams with your person fade like night lights
Fight with all your might still ain't got no answer
Cause death the only thing you can't master
The idea tapped around until we all dancers

Some days I just wanna be alone
Since you left I feel like times a loan
Some days I just feel so alone
So alone with myself

Some days I just wanna be alone
Since you left I feel like times a loan
Some days I just feel so alone
So alone with myself