Lyrics Stargaze - Nomrah

(I finally learned to breathe once you came into my life. And for that, I am forever grateful)

Head on the pillow as my eyes drift
Psychology willows into the silence
The ethereal plane seems to be screaming my name
So leave me to gaze so I can reach into space
Mind is now lifted of my own accord
Perspective has shifted to what it wasn't before
As long as my eyes keep on blockin' the shine
From the outer things surroundin' me, I'll probably be fine
Reality seeps in the cracks in my brain
I'd rather be seekin' to master my game
Than to be in bed alone at night wonderin' what I'm here for
I just bet like $45 I won't live out this year or
If I do, I'll finally end up in therapy
It might be due to rightfully tense up the air in me
Can't feel my lungs when the trauma's fillin' 'em up
I'mma taste of the love that comes when I'm noddin' and slumped
The land of dreams the same to me as basically a made up scene
We say we're free, then fail to sleep 'cuz angry teams are maiming me
Then gratefully I'll pray to keep the 80 things that's shaping me
So graciously 180 miles away from me
Leave me alone, just let me be me
I need to be home and feelin' this scene
I need you to know I've been seekin' for weeks
The streets to the gold that we can see in our dreams
Every time we look up at the skylight
Twinkle twinkle little star, it's like reflective hindsight
My mind's bright with visions
To them, I should've listened
If I had gone the distance, then I wouldn't be sickened
By my own reflection and the imperfections that I see in me
I guess I should've mentioned my reflection's smiling evilly
Intrusive thoughts manifest themselves as my own vices
Reduce the cost of the things I need to get alright then
I swear, being awake just hurts
So I sleep my pain off to store those hateful burns
Into a body that I'll leave as I astral project
So I can look around and see all of the facets of death
I'm entertained at the thought of my own mind
Like clotheslines, my train of thought has hung me to go dry
Danglin' off the plank of a rail the party temps me with
I've maybe gone insane from the tales of my own testaments
I never would've guessed that I would be here
Fighting off my righteous with vices, I never see clear
Siding with the guy that tried to ice his life five times
My reflection always says that I have such a nice cry
Encourage it, it's makin' me sleep more
I'm sure to fit into the basement of these floors
My seams torn, they seem scorned, no remorse
Crawling into depression's obsessive yet sweet holds
I'm manifesting my future with these next couple lines
I'm scared of letting the sutures leaves scars upon my mind
I pray for safety to the energies around me
I may be saving myself from everyone who doubts me
Disassociation, mental-locked enslavement
Forced to see my life through the perspective of a game, it
Seems like nothing I do even matters
Maybe we're just reading different chapters
Every song is a therapy session I can't afford
Every hook is a moment I realized that I was scorned
Every verse is a hit that takes me anywhere that's foreign
Every word is a memory explaining why I'm torn
Every song is a therapy session I can't afford
Every hook is a moment I realized that I was scorned
Every verse is a hit that takes me anywhere that's foreign
Every word is a reason why I wish I wasn't born
Let me sleep
Fuck

If my life burns away
Relentlessly ending everything around me
Trust that I'll work harder than ever
Ending the cycle for future generations
Realizing I'm hopeless enabled my growth
Encouraging love over all else
Yearning for a better tomorrow
Fire cleanses the soul
Only my lungs rupture from the smoke
Youthful exuberance opened my eyes
Uniting my soul to yours
I can finally breathe