Lyrics Dumb - Nomu

My friends call me dumb so I start to believe it
Say it's a joke, but I know that they mean it
I know, they say I'm never there
That I should spend more time with them, that's a funny idea
'Cause my friends are at home
And lately, I've felt so depressed and alone
I'm back where I started like three years ago

And I constantly fail to show all my affection
And all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deservеs
But keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb, I'm no fun
I have so many things in my lifе that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
It's almost as if I just throw it away

And my girl's the best
She wakes up my phone with a good morning text
And makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
And tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yeah, I know
But she's three-thousand miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so I'm taking the blame

A little bit smarter, a little more strong
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when I answer your calls
A little more effort when I'm writing these songs

And I constantly fail to show all my affection
And all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
But keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb, I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
It's almost as if I just throw it away

A few months ago I was living so well
Peaking my mental and physical health
Now I'm here
In the back with a face full of tears
In need of help but there's nobody near
But it's fine
'Cause I'll take it one step at a time
It's okay if I cry
So I'll keep it together
'Cause one day I know that this shit will get better