Lyrics Curious - Northern Lite

I look at my life and all I? ve done
See myself as a man on the run
Denied my feelings too many times
Went further on though I? ve seen the signs Curious in a weird way
Knowing deeply that I gotta pay Taken everything from anywhere
What I? ve been longing for is just not there
Watch me moving like I? m not afraid to die
But then on my own I cry From the highest high down to the ground
Do I always have to loose what I just found? It? s time to stop that and to break out
Thought is in my head, never said it loud
I try and stumble, I did before
Soon you? ll find me down on the floor Curious in a weird way
Heading for my last day Smelled your interest long ago
And those were the things that you should know
So take me with you, but if you fall
I wouldn? t trust myself at all From the highest high down to the ground
Do I always have to loose what I just found?