Lyrics Tinkerbell - Northside

I have been thinking and don't really know how comfortable I feel Getting into all of this Right now with my current schedule and situation
I just need to focus on me and not trying to get into a relationship
I really hate to do this because I did feel the vibes we had going but I just have way to Much on my plate right now
You deserve someone who can give you more time and what you are wanting
Again I am very sorry and do really appreciate the other night it was fun and the best Date I have been on so far
I'm so sorry

Once again my heart is broken into pieces
You a narcissistic bitch hiding shit while sucking dick
It's one free meal I'm fucking with the feels
Then after all that she gives me a raw deal
Gonna have a son with a deadbeat dad
Said you need a man that can give you the right hand
Nah bitches lie all the time
I feel like I'm waiting for pigs to fly
End up dead triple nine
It's crazy I make wish
To fly like Peter Pan
Hell I'd never thought I land straight down in never land
They tell me I can
So I grab their hand
I make them a promise to be there till the end
Oh shit retreat he's way too nice for me
You lost a husband a father and space to be you freely
I ain't begging on my knees
To a bitch that ghosted me
Want something real wearing cosmetics from Kylie

Ooooh
Oooh
I'm waiting for my Tinkerbell
To wish away this fucking spell
Threw a quarter in a wishing well
Hoping it would wish me well
So I'm waiting Tinkerbell
Ya
Waiting for my Tinkerbell
A wish I need to do me well

Uh there's juice in my world it's all coming down
Every bitch I'm with fools me throws dust on my crown
My heart is so lost don't know if it can be found
Is it too much to ask to mix some white with my brown
My homie says I can't be dating these white women
But I'm a stubborn mothafucker and my type is written in
And it's permanent like Jordan in the goat conversation
Can't believe I'm so foolish to fall for these temptations
Floating high on flight delta eight
But every time we land I'm surrounded by the fake
Mistakes never end but i don't know how much I can take
I'm having visions of my daughter telling me not to break
Daddy I know it's hard but this is your fate
You're so close to mommy and finding out my name
Keep pushing you're my hero and keep it day by day
I promise one day soon you're gonna find your soulmate

Ooooh
Oooh
I'm waiting for my Tinkerbell
To wish away this fucking spell
Threw a quarter in a wishing well
Hoping it would wish me well
So I'm waiting Tinkerbell
Ya
Waiting for my Tinkerbell
A wish I need to do me well

Waiting for my tinkerbell
Waiting for my tinkerbell
Waiting for my tinkerbell
Hoping that she'll wish me well
Please oh please cast your spell
Tell me you love me and ring those wedding bells
Ring those wedding bells

Ya
Still waiting