Lyrics Into the Depths - Gertrude , Novae

Vision jaded
My mind racing
Told you I'm evaporated, I'm already fading
Can't you just
Leave me be
Exploit your dreams
Venture through the void while I'm sinking to the bottom of the sea

Disoriented I'm falling deeper into the depths
The mind is an ocean I'm getting swallowed by the waves
Euphoria is calling, living life seems so bereft
This time I'm too broken, just watch me decay

Wouldn't it be easier to numb myself
Take away ambitions & the pain I've felt
Trade em out for solace & a Gucci belt
Cause now I can't seek help, I've outgrown my shell
I feel lost inside of my own walls
When I sleep I don't fall
All my dreams come crashing through
My stellar roof at nightfall

Easier to blame an addiction
Than to take in account all of your own actions
Easier to take a prescription
Than to face all the problems you have happening
Scramble to make sense of pieces in front of you
Puzzled, the pieces don't fit like they used to do
Why we pretend we're invincible?
Why make amends, I'm defending my principles
You motherfuckers are all quite divisible I split you in half like a blunt & then spark it up
Quit barking up by my tree
Like a bitch that's always in heat
Don't make me repeat myself
I'm in far too deep
Go back to sleep
It's been weeks since I felt relief
The storms are overhead and the void is about to swallow me